Intense episode is Intense. o.O
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tracy_loo_whoI don't even know where to begin. I CRIED. I don't cry! But I did. Ughh, but. CAS. CAS MAKES EVERYTHING ALL BETTER. ESPECIALLY WHEN DEAN IS CALLING HIM HUGGY BEAR FJDLSKFJDS LOL OKAY BUT. FIRST.
HOW MUCH DO I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHOW FOR HAVING A BONA FIDE, ON SCREEN, CLOSE UP, EXTENDED GAY KISS? SERIOUSLY. I. Oh my god, this show, I can't even. MARK SHEPPARD, EVEN.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
vichan pointed this out to me, but he actually tweeted about this and apparently it was his first on-screen kiss! And it was with an old dude! Ahhhh, shit, I already loved him but now I love him about ten times more for doing this. AND THE SHOW, HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE THIS SHOW? They even talked about it! Had a discussion about it! Mocked homophobia! fjkldsajfskdl HOW DO I EVEN EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR THIS SHOW, SERIOUSLY?
And right on the heels of that is THIS. omgfffffff and LOL CAS YOU BEAUTIFUL VOYEUR. ♥ Very best opening EVER, I think.
GOING DOWN. YES, CAS, PLEASE LEARN MORE OF DEAN'S VOCABULARY AND SAY IT SO ADORABLY AND HESITANTLY AND SUPER SRSLY. OR BETTER YET, TRY IT OUT FOR YOURSELF. Also, the little wisps of hair falling onto his forehead and getting blown about? LOVE. Don't ask.
HAHA DEAN'S EXPRESSION. Cas is like, who said this, I can't remember, his weird Cousin It. Who he feels strangely responsible for. And who he calls HUGGY BEAR. HUGGY BEAR. FJKDLSFJSLDKFJSDLK I know it's a Starsky and Hutch thing but whatever, I choose to believe that DEAN THINKS OF CAS AS A GIANT HUGGABLE TEDDY BEAR. WHO HE MAY OR MAY NOT CUDDLE AT NIGHT. ♥
Honestly, it's embarrassing how happy seeing his name makes me. JFC, positive feelings indeed. /o\
WHAT A BAMF. I love it when he walks, ugh. I'm kind of caught between "why walk those few steps at all?" and OMG PLEASE WALK SOME MORE. I could watch a whole episode of Castiel walking. D:
See? This is what I meant by Dean feeling responsible for Cas. Look at how they talk to each other -- Cas all, "I want to do this for you but I can't get in. :(" and Dean says, "It's okay, you did great. We'll take it from here." YOU DID GREAT. Assuring Cas that he's been a good angel. It's almost a little.. I dunno, like Castiel is his pet, which makes me simultaneously :| and awwww. It's cute and I love that Dean cares for Cas, but I want them to be equals! Not Cas following Dean around like a puppy who just wants to be hugged. EVEN THOUGH HE IS ONE.
MARK SHEPPARD? IS AWESOME. IT BORE REPEATING.
Uhm, so, Sam and Dean go to all the trouble of painting a devil's trap on the bottom of a rug but then they LEAVE IT RUMPLED? Come on, let's be realistic here. :P Anyway, so, Crowley was the one who told them about the Colt, eh? Way to retcon some more, show, but I'm not clear enough on the history of the Colt to judge this one. Anyway, it's suspicious that he didn't know it couldn't kill Lucifer? Then again, I suppose no one's ever tried to shoot him with it before..
Whatever, moving on, FUNCTIONAL MORONS. And Dean IMMEDIATELY PROVING HIS POINT, way to go, Dean. :P I still love you, though. So does Cas, even if you are a bit of a functional moron sometimes. He looks so embarrassed, heeee.
Ahahha EXPRESSION. He can't even be bothered to gloat over Dean proving his point. :))
THIS SCENE CRACKS ME UP SO HARD. Their epic confusion and wtfness and lovely conversation and Sam's "Great! Thanks." And then Crowley's continued helpfulness after Sam tries to shoot him. Omg I love everything about this scene. ESPECIALLY CROWLEY YELLING AT HIM. ♥
I thought there'd be more drinking games, but ahhh, CAS IS SO CUTE, five shots in a row and thinks he's starting to feel something. Being almost excited about that! PLEASE DRINK DEAN UNDER THE TABLE SOMETIME AND THEN TAKE CARE OF HIM WHILE HE GRUMBLES AT YOU. ♥
ALSO. HAND!PORN. MISHA STICKS HIS PINKY UP IN THE AIR WHEN HE'S PICKING UP GLASSES. SO DO I. I FIND THIS ENDEARING.
I am unsure how to interpret this. Dean is obviously jabbing at a sore spot between the two of them, but it seems so comfortable and teasing. Perhaps it's a sign that they really are getting over it? Sam's "if we're going to do this, we're gonna do it together" is also much with the ♥. And it's interesting how Dean STILL has no sense of self worth, he just called himself a game piece. Oh, Dean. I suppose being Michael's meatsuit rather than someone who's supposed to end the apocalypse on his own has only reinforced that.
JO. Holy shit I can't even watch any of her scenes without getting all T_T, but GO JO. I've never loved her more. (Especially since, in her place, I wouldn't have been able to turn him down, lol.) They could not have given her previous little crush a better resolution, go show!
And Dean's little Confused Eyebrow Furrow of Rejection. XDDDDDDD OMG I love this show.
I LOVE THAT CAS IS PART OF THE FAMILY. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. ♥ Even though he's so serious despite all the alcohol, lol. I love that Sam is SO FREAKING HUGE, look at that arm span. I love Jo's smugness as she looks at Dean.
One of my biggest hopes for the show is that Sam and Cas will become friends, so seeing Sam with his hand on Castiel's shoulder makes me pretty ♥_♥. But oh, Cas, how many last nights on earth have you already had? Or will have after this? Seriously, are you trying to sleep with everyone here or just Dean? And heee, look, Sam's hand balled into a fist as soon as he started talking. XD
HAPPIEST FAMILY PHOTO EVER. \O/ (Dean's so unamused that Cas stole his pickup line, heee.)
Cas, you were supposed to stay with them. D:
His disdain of door handles makes me stupidly happy.
Why so unrealistically pretty, Misha?
Perhaps I should start counting Caswalk screentime? XD
GRATUITOUS SHOTS ARE GRATUITOUS, I KNOW.
Oh, Cas, you know I love it when you walk, but did you really have to walk right into this trap? Literally? D:
Dean is all, I LET YOU BORROW MY ANGEL AND YOU LOST HIM? D: Hee, I love that Sam seems concerned too, on top of his confusion.
Don't you just want to cuddle him for this sad/huffy/confused look?
Marksha ROCKED this episode. Even if he does say Castiel's name funny.
THIS PART CRACKED ME UP SO HARD. CASTIEL, I'M TOLD YOU CAME HERE IN AN AUTOMOBILE. ...YES? WHAT WAS THAT LIKE? UHM. SLOW. CONFINING. WHAT A PECULIAR THING YOU ARE. ♥♥♥ Heee, Cas is peculiar even among angels, which we already knew, but. Ugh. BEST ANGEL EVER.
CAS WAS GOING TO RUSH AT THE DEVIL IN SAM'S DEFENSE. AWWWWWWWWW. ♥ AND THEN HE SAID HE WOULDN'T LET HIM TAKE SAM. MORE AWWW. (I AM SO EASY, SIGH.)
Willing to die for Sam, too. Oh Cas, WHY DOES THIS ANGEL HAVE IT SO BAD FOR WINCHESTERS? I'm so pleased he wasn't even a bit tempted, though. Loyal to a fault, Cas. ♥
Dean's "angel up our sleeve" and subsequent failure to worry about Lucifer having gotten Cas vexes me a little in that it's sort of reminiscent of future!Dean and how he views even his friends as game pieces (and he's wearing green, like future!Dean was), but then again, that's how he views himself, too. Ehh, I'll just not worry about this and pretend he was talking about his pant sleeve or something.
DEAN/GUN WILL NEVER NOT BE HOT.
Another person dying to save Dean. Ouch. D:
I can't help but think their roles are a little reversed here, with Dean being the one who's all "gotta do what we gotta do" and Sam all :( over the people they're losing.
Dean being all stoic and strong in front of Sam and then almost breaking down while talking to Bobby and looking to him for support and letting Bobby be his parent is kind of heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. D:
But I love how Bobby is exactly what he needs and pulls him through. ♥
CASTIEL IS SO PISSY THAT SHE HAS THE WINCHESTERS. ♥ And that's when he starts looking for an escape route! I thought at first he'd bust the pipes or something, but whatever, mostly I just like looking at his face, okay?
I was holding out fine till Jo said "Mom, this might literally be your last chance to treat me like an adult" and Ellen started crying. Fuck. D:
This might be the sweetest kiss ever. If Dean is good at anything, it's being a caring older brother.
Not so brotherly, but still quite sweet. This scene is sad as fuck, but I'm just sayin', there are worse ways to die than on a kiss from Dean Winchester..
I guess hugging Ellen goodbye would have been overly soppy, but. Ahh, fuck. ELLEN. D:
I love them so hard. D: D: D: Ugh, this show. D:
HEARTBREAK. D: UGH SO MUCH D: IN THIS EPISODE.
Of course they don't have last words. They're Sam'n'Dean. ffffff, I love Sam'n'Dean like. D:
THIS SCENE IS SO INAPPROPRIATELY HILARIOUS. Dean shooting him and then looking around like omgwtf? and Sam also omgwtf in the UTTER SILENCE. LOLOL SHOW. Crying to laughing in like two minutes, fff. I'm glad Dean didn't miss the shot, though, he'd never have forgiven himself if Jo AND Ellen had died to give him this shot and he missed it. This, at least, he won't blame on himself.
I love Lucifer, dude. I love that he CAN'T BE KILLED, LOL. So who are the other four, God, Michael, and...?
The Lucifer/Sam scene was awesome. Sam all D: and Lucifer all calm and civil and DOING HIS OWN MANUAL LABOR but dark and chilling, mmmmm.
CAS FACE. I HAVE MISSED YOU.
CAS HAND. I'VE MISSED YOU TOO.
COY!CAS IS SO CUTE, AWWW.
SO IS SMUG!CAS. WITH HIS SMUG LITTLE HEAD TILT.
MORE PRETTY. ♥
Awww, Cas, been cut off from Heaven for so long he can't even burn out demons anymore. D:
IMPOTENT SAP. Hahha he is not impotent, but he IS a sap. FOR WINCHESTERS. ♥ For a heartbeat there I was actually worried he might kiss her, lol. Uhm, but, nnnnnnnngh, look at him. T_T
LOL LOOK AT THEM.
MOST RANDOM, BLINK-AND-YOU'LL-MISS-IT SAVE EVER, LOL. I'm glad he got to save his Winchesters. Go Cas! \o/ But booo, last Cas face for TWO MONTHS.
I love how Lucifer does not care AT ALL that they escaped. Have I mentioned that I love Lucifer?
So, didn't he want that picture to remember them by? Now that they're gone, he's going to burn the last picture ever taken of them? (And Cas's first family shot?) :(
Some Dean face to tide us through the hiatus..
For all that Cas was in this episode a lot, there was hardly any interaction with Dean, except for the beginning (HUGGY BEAR OMG ♥). Still, amazing episode. Possibly too amazing. I sat there being numb for awhile afterward. But now, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE UNTIL JANUARY 14? D:
HOW MUCH DO I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHOW FOR HAVING A BONA FIDE, ON SCREEN, CLOSE UP, EXTENDED GAY KISS? SERIOUSLY. I. Oh my god, this show, I can't even. MARK SHEPPARD, EVEN.
vichan pointed this out to me, but he actually tweeted about this and apparently it was his first on-screen kiss! And it was with an old dude! Ahhhh, shit, I already loved him but now I love him about ten times more for doing this. AND THE SHOW, HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE THIS SHOW? They even talked about it! Had a discussion about it! Mocked homophobia! fjkldsajfskdl HOW DO I EVEN EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR THIS SHOW, SERIOUSLY?And right on the heels of that is THIS. omgfffffff and LOL CAS YOU BEAUTIFUL VOYEUR. ♥ Very best opening EVER, I think.
GOING DOWN. YES, CAS, PLEASE LEARN MORE OF DEAN'S VOCABULARY AND SAY IT SO ADORABLY AND HESITANTLY AND SUPER SRSLY. OR BETTER YET, TRY IT OUT FOR YOURSELF. Also, the little wisps of hair falling onto his forehead and getting blown about? LOVE. Don't ask.
HAHA DEAN'S EXPRESSION. Cas is like, who said this, I can't remember, his weird Cousin It. Who he feels strangely responsible for. And who he calls HUGGY BEAR. HUGGY BEAR. FJKDLSFJSLDKFJSDLK I know it's a Starsky and Hutch thing but whatever, I choose to believe that DEAN THINKS OF CAS AS A GIANT HUGGABLE TEDDY BEAR. WHO HE MAY OR MAY NOT CUDDLE AT NIGHT. ♥
Honestly, it's embarrassing how happy seeing his name makes me. JFC, positive feelings indeed. /o\
WHAT A BAMF. I love it when he walks, ugh. I'm kind of caught between "why walk those few steps at all?" and OMG PLEASE WALK SOME MORE. I could watch a whole episode of Castiel walking. D:
See? This is what I meant by Dean feeling responsible for Cas. Look at how they talk to each other -- Cas all, "I want to do this for you but I can't get in. :(" and Dean says, "It's okay, you did great. We'll take it from here." YOU DID GREAT. Assuring Cas that he's been a good angel. It's almost a little.. I dunno, like Castiel is his pet, which makes me simultaneously :| and awwww. It's cute and I love that Dean cares for Cas, but I want them to be equals! Not Cas following Dean around like a puppy who just wants to be hugged. EVEN THOUGH HE IS ONE.
MARK SHEPPARD? IS AWESOME. IT BORE REPEATING.
Uhm, so, Sam and Dean go to all the trouble of painting a devil's trap on the bottom of a rug but then they LEAVE IT RUMPLED? Come on, let's be realistic here. :P Anyway, so, Crowley was the one who told them about the Colt, eh? Way to retcon some more, show, but I'm not clear enough on the history of the Colt to judge this one. Anyway, it's suspicious that he didn't know it couldn't kill Lucifer? Then again, I suppose no one's ever tried to shoot him with it before..
Whatever, moving on, FUNCTIONAL MORONS. And Dean IMMEDIATELY PROVING HIS POINT, way to go, Dean. :P I still love you, though. So does Cas, even if you are a bit of a functional moron sometimes. He looks so embarrassed, heeee.
Ahahha EXPRESSION. He can't even be bothered to gloat over Dean proving his point. :))
THIS SCENE CRACKS ME UP SO HARD. Their epic confusion and wtfness and lovely conversation and Sam's "Great! Thanks." And then Crowley's continued helpfulness after Sam tries to shoot him. Omg I love everything about this scene. ESPECIALLY CROWLEY YELLING AT HIM. ♥
I thought there'd be more drinking games, but ahhh, CAS IS SO CUTE, five shots in a row and thinks he's starting to feel something. Being almost excited about that! PLEASE DRINK DEAN UNDER THE TABLE SOMETIME AND THEN TAKE CARE OF HIM WHILE HE GRUMBLES AT YOU. ♥
ALSO. HAND!PORN. MISHA STICKS HIS PINKY UP IN THE AIR WHEN HE'S PICKING UP GLASSES. SO DO I. I FIND THIS ENDEARING.
I am unsure how to interpret this. Dean is obviously jabbing at a sore spot between the two of them, but it seems so comfortable and teasing. Perhaps it's a sign that they really are getting over it? Sam's "if we're going to do this, we're gonna do it together" is also much with the ♥. And it's interesting how Dean STILL has no sense of self worth, he just called himself a game piece. Oh, Dean. I suppose being Michael's meatsuit rather than someone who's supposed to end the apocalypse on his own has only reinforced that.
JO. Holy shit I can't even watch any of her scenes without getting all T_T, but GO JO. I've never loved her more. (Especially since, in her place, I wouldn't have been able to turn him down, lol.) They could not have given her previous little crush a better resolution, go show!
And Dean's little Confused Eyebrow Furrow of Rejection. XDDDDDDD OMG I love this show.
I LOVE THAT CAS IS PART OF THE FAMILY. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. ♥ Even though he's so serious despite all the alcohol, lol. I love that Sam is SO FREAKING HUGE, look at that arm span. I love Jo's smugness as she looks at Dean.
One of my biggest hopes for the show is that Sam and Cas will become friends, so seeing Sam with his hand on Castiel's shoulder makes me pretty ♥_♥. But oh, Cas, how many last nights on earth have you already had? Or will have after this? Seriously, are you trying to sleep with everyone here or just Dean? And heee, look, Sam's hand balled into a fist as soon as he started talking. XD
HAPPIEST FAMILY PHOTO EVER. \O/ (Dean's so unamused that Cas stole his pickup line, heee.)
Cas, you were supposed to stay with them. D:
His disdain of door handles makes me stupidly happy.
Why so unrealistically pretty, Misha?
Perhaps I should start counting Caswalk screentime? XD
GRATUITOUS SHOTS ARE GRATUITOUS, I KNOW.
Oh, Cas, you know I love it when you walk, but did you really have to walk right into this trap? Literally? D:
Dean is all, I LET YOU BORROW MY ANGEL AND YOU LOST HIM? D: Hee, I love that Sam seems concerned too, on top of his confusion.
Don't you just want to cuddle him for this sad/huffy/confused look?
Mark
THIS PART CRACKED ME UP SO HARD. CASTIEL, I'M TOLD YOU CAME HERE IN AN AUTOMOBILE. ...YES? WHAT WAS THAT LIKE? UHM. SLOW. CONFINING. WHAT A PECULIAR THING YOU ARE. ♥♥♥ Heee, Cas is peculiar even among angels, which we already knew, but. Ugh. BEST ANGEL EVER.
CAS WAS GOING TO RUSH AT THE DEVIL IN SAM'S DEFENSE. AWWWWWWWWW. ♥ AND THEN HE SAID HE WOULDN'T LET HIM TAKE SAM. MORE AWWW. (I AM SO EASY, SIGH.)
Willing to die for Sam, too. Oh Cas, WHY DOES THIS ANGEL HAVE IT SO BAD FOR WINCHESTERS? I'm so pleased he wasn't even a bit tempted, though. Loyal to a fault, Cas. ♥
Dean's "angel up our sleeve" and subsequent failure to worry about Lucifer having gotten Cas vexes me a little in that it's sort of reminiscent of future!Dean and how he views even his friends as game pieces (and he's wearing green, like future!Dean was), but then again, that's how he views himself, too. Ehh, I'll just not worry about this and pretend he was talking about his pant sleeve or something.
DEAN/GUN WILL NEVER NOT BE HOT.
Another person dying to save Dean. Ouch. D:
I can't help but think their roles are a little reversed here, with Dean being the one who's all "gotta do what we gotta do" and Sam all :( over the people they're losing.
Dean being all stoic and strong in front of Sam and then almost breaking down while talking to Bobby and looking to him for support and letting Bobby be his parent is kind of heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. D:
But I love how Bobby is exactly what he needs and pulls him through. ♥
CASTIEL IS SO PISSY THAT SHE HAS THE WINCHESTERS. ♥ And that's when he starts looking for an escape route! I thought at first he'd bust the pipes or something, but whatever, mostly I just like looking at his face, okay?
I was holding out fine till Jo said "Mom, this might literally be your last chance to treat me like an adult" and Ellen started crying. Fuck. D:
This might be the sweetest kiss ever. If Dean is good at anything, it's being a caring older brother.
Not so brotherly, but still quite sweet. This scene is sad as fuck, but I'm just sayin', there are worse ways to die than on a kiss from Dean Winchester..
I guess hugging Ellen goodbye would have been overly soppy, but. Ahh, fuck. ELLEN. D:
I love them so hard. D: D: D: Ugh, this show. D:
HEARTBREAK. D: UGH SO MUCH D: IN THIS EPISODE.
Of course they don't have last words. They're Sam'n'Dean. ffffff, I love Sam'n'Dean like. D:
THIS SCENE IS SO INAPPROPRIATELY HILARIOUS. Dean shooting him and then looking around like omgwtf? and Sam also omgwtf in the UTTER SILENCE. LOLOL SHOW. Crying to laughing in like two minutes, fff. I'm glad Dean didn't miss the shot, though, he'd never have forgiven himself if Jo AND Ellen had died to give him this shot and he missed it. This, at least, he won't blame on himself.
I love Lucifer, dude. I love that he CAN'T BE KILLED, LOL. So who are the other four, God, Michael, and...?
The Lucifer/Sam scene was awesome. Sam all D: and Lucifer all calm and civil and DOING HIS OWN MANUAL LABOR but dark and chilling, mmmmm.
CAS FACE. I HAVE MISSED YOU.
CAS HAND. I'VE MISSED YOU TOO.
COY!CAS IS SO CUTE, AWWW.
SO IS SMUG!CAS. WITH HIS SMUG LITTLE HEAD TILT.
MORE PRETTY. ♥
Awww, Cas, been cut off from Heaven for so long he can't even burn out demons anymore. D:
IMPOTENT SAP. Hahha he is not impotent, but he IS a sap. FOR WINCHESTERS. ♥ For a heartbeat there I was actually worried he might kiss her, lol. Uhm, but, nnnnnnnngh, look at him. T_T
LOL LOOK AT THEM.
MOST RANDOM, BLINK-AND-YOU'LL-MISS-IT SAVE EVER, LOL. I'm glad he got to save his Winchesters. Go Cas! \o/ But booo, last Cas face for TWO MONTHS.
I love how Lucifer does not care AT ALL that they escaped. Have I mentioned that I love Lucifer?
So, didn't he want that picture to remember them by? Now that they're gone, he's going to burn the last picture ever taken of them? (And Cas's first family shot?) :(
Some Dean face to tide us through the hiatus..
For all that Cas was in this episode a lot, there was hardly any interaction with Dean, except for the beginning (HUGGY BEAR OMG ♥). Still, amazing episode. Possibly too amazing. I sat there being numb for awhile afterward. But now, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE UNTIL JANUARY 14? D:
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Date: 2009-11-21 12:38 am (UTC)