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[tracy_loo_who]

You guys really are the best, you know that, right? Thank you thank you thank you for caring so much that I didn't get to see Misha, wow. That blew me away completely, and I didn't get to reply to every comment (so behind on comments in general, gah), but know that I truly love and appreciate all of you. ♥!

The con turned out to be pretty fun, actually.. got to hang out with rebekahfair, arabella_hope, ze_pink_lady, and some of their respective friends/roommates, plus I stayed up till 7 am Saturday night drinking and chatting with various people (and napping on clex_monkie89's boob, hahahahaaa), so it was a good time! Jim Beaver was hilarious as always, Gabe keeps getting more adorable every time I see him, and even Julie was awesome. It's no secret that I dislike Anna, but Julie? I ♥ Julie. She's incredibly sweet and gorgeous and adorable and just. wonderful.

Even if I was still upset about the lack of Misha, though, you know what would've made it better? Try A Little Tenderness by strangeandcharm. Not only is it the perfect coda to 4.16 -- hot and real and utterly satisfying in every way -- she even dedicated it to me, which is. Omg. :">! Speaking of how much I love you guys...!

Something else that made me happy: I saw this clip of Misha talking about his moving Finding Home last week and had to buy it. Well, finally got around to watching it yesterday, and nnnnngh, Misha. I must share some gorgeous with you.

Not sure how I feel about his hair, but who cares about hair when that man's got those eyes?


The clip talks about Misha's "inner sadness" and "deep hurt" and you can just see that here. I do so have a thing for whump.


Something about profile shots in particular look so much like Castiel sometimes. ♥


"Tonight, you."


This kissing scene.. oh man, if any of you have watched it or will watch it -- he does this little eye flicker thing before completely losing himself to the kiss, lips parting helplessly and everything -- that's exactly how I imagine Castiel's first kiss with Dean would be like, if it takes place in a quiet, maybe tender sort of setting.


Neck and jaw, nnnnnngh.


I love all the expressions he makes, even the ones that look sort of silly as stills. Throughout this whole movie it really struck me how familiar a lot of his mannerisms and expressions and angles are. Same with his voice, not all deep like Castiel's but just his normal interview voice. The voice I got to hear at NJ con and the one I've come to love. oh god this man makes me so mushy it's embarrassing.


I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM. :(


He's not terribly smiley in this movie, but it happens occasionally and I love that lopsided thing he does with his lips. Also endearingly familiar.


alisonxxx, this one's for you, m'dear, you know why. ;)


This piano bench might as well be a park bench, amirite?


Jokes about handling wood aside, I really really really love Misha hard at work with his hands, building houses and furniture and all that, and getting a glimpse of that in a movie is pretty damn gratifying.


Which brings me to... The Hand!Porn Picspam!











Can I just take a moment to remind you that THOSE HANDS WERE ON ME ONCE? fjklsdfkjsldklsf anyway, are you suitably drooly yet? XD 'Cause I uploaded the movie, actually, in case anyone's dying to see it now. Which you SHOULD be. it's not a terribly great movie but MISHA is in it quite a bit, and that makes it a fantastic movie. Seven parts, 700 mb, rar. Password is burtonfeelgood.

BSG... can't say it made me happy, but. I wanted to talk about it, I've been wanting to talk about it since Friday night, but... I've got nothin'. I just don't know yet. I suspect it will be one of those endings that make more and more sense as time goes on, as I rewatch the series and mull over all the layers. I will talk about my show when I'm ready to talk about my show. :(

For now, off to catch up with the flist, update galacticanews, and see if I can make a dent in comments that need replying to! :">

Comments

[clex_monkie89.livejournal.com]

HAI THAR, TRACY!

*WAVES*

(This is basically my only Misha icon.)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

HI ALEX? I SWEAR I HEARD SOMEONE CALL YOU ALEX, BUT OH MAN I WAS SO DRUNK...

IN ANY CASE, *WAVES*! :D

(I love that shot so, so hard.)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty bad at being depressed, actually, especially with all of you guys around. ♥

Something about the classy sophistication and talent, maybe. I used to play the piano myself, so I think it's extra hot and omg, must find the clip of Jensen playing..! I just wish they'd done a closeup shot of Misha's hands on the piano.

(S/N: Started your bendy!Angel fic :P)

\O/\O/\O/ ILU. NO, BUT SRSLY. ILU. Can't wait to read it, heeeee!

[kitsu84.livejournal.com]

he does this little eye flicker thing before completely losing himself to the kiss, lips parting helplessly and everything -- that's exactly how I imagine Castiel's first kiss with Dean would be like, if it takes place in a quiet, maybe tender sort of setting.

Oh, god. The wonderful imagery that induces. ♥

[tracy.livejournal.com]

You really oughta watch this movie, bb, if only for that moment!

[breakinporcelan.livejournal.com]

HAI BB HAI. *SMISH*

I'm so glad that you had a good time at the con despite the breakfast not happening; I was really hoping that you would ♥

And thank you SO MUCH for the movie, will definitely be checking it out!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

HAIII! *SMISHES BACK*

Thanks, bb, that means a lot to me. ♥

*G* ENJOY THAT SHIT!

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

Hey bb! Glad to know you're doing okay. I know not seeing teh pretty angel for breakfast was terrible, but we all care about you so you know we would be all sympathetic. *hugs* But that's awesome that you have a wonderful time nonetheless! Yay.

I just finished reading Try A Little Tenderness and, OMG. That was such a lovely little piece.

OMG GORGEOUS MISHA IS GORGEOUS! Those screencaps, girl, you're making me squee here, and that is always appreciated. *g* THAT KISSING SCENE! SAW IT ON YOUTUBE AND OMG THAT WAS THE MOST TENDER AND HOTTEST KISS SCENE W/ MISHA EVER. IT MADE ME GO NNNNGHHH. TOTES WANT THAT TO BE THE DEAN/CASTIEL FIRST KISS TOO, F'REALS. Also? Misha at the piano? LOVE! Playing "All Along The Watchtower" no doubt... ;)

HAND!PORN IS GREATLY APPRECIATED, YES INDEED IT IS.

BSG. Just, BSG. It took me this long to get over the shock that not only was that two-hour finale epic, but this was the frakking SERIES FINALE. No more BSG, aside from the movie and the prequel stuff. But this BSG? Done. Over. I've rewatched that finale several times and yes, it does sink in and I'm getting ready to finally write something about it because I haven't been coherent enough to do so yet. I just, I can't fathom how much I love BSG so frakking much.

BTW, OMG BB YOU HAS TO DO MOAR THOUGHTS ON MY SPN 4.16 META THAT YOU PROMISED TO COMMENT ON AFTER YOU GOT BACK FROM CON! I NEEDS MOAR THOUGHTS FROM YOU BECAUSE YOU CONVERSE WITH ME SO WELL WITH MY THINKY THOUGHTS THAT PROBABLY MAKE LITTLE SENSE TO ANYONE ELSE, OMG.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Awww, you and everyone else give me such warm, fuzzy feelings. ♥ Thank you!

OMG THAT WAS THE MOST TENDER AND HOTTEST KISS SCENE W/ MISHA EVER

YES, YES, THIS. God I watched that scene so many times, perfect perfect perfect and just. What wouldn't I give to even just have him LOOK at me like that? nnnngh.

Playing "All Along The Watchtower" no doubt... ;)

LOLOL BB, KARA WAS THE LAST PERSON I SAW AT A PIANO SO I TOTALLY THOUGHT THIS TOO. FKJDSLFJDSLK ILUSM.

Glad you enjoyed the screencaps and hand!porn, heee. I just wish there'd been a closeup shot of Misha's hands on the piano, that would have been GOLD.

Oh god, I just know your meta is going to make me all emotional and teary, THIS SHOW MAKES SUCH A MESS OF ME. I love it far too much. :( :( :(

AHHHHHHHH OMGYES, YES. OMG. I HAD IT BOOKMARKED, ACTUALLY, BUT THANK YOU FOR THE REMINDER! First thing tomorrow, I promise, since it's 4 am right now and I just spent the past two hours frying my brains over BSG reviews.

<3333333333333333333333333333

[kalikahuntress.livejournal.com]

Dear God, I could watch him and Jensen kiss all day. They have mouths made for it and really look like they know what they are doing. I am sad that you missed Misha but glad you had fun anyway.
Thanks for the screencaps and the downloads.:)
I have heard amazing things about Julie, she seems so sweet.:)And I've grown to appreciate Anna so I hope they do good things with her, even though I am not completely sold on her. I know a big part of it is that I like the actress a lot and I think she works better as she is now than some random love interest.
And totally agree about strangeandcharm's coda to that ep, it is perfect in every way.:)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Dear God, I could watch him and Jensen kiss all day.

So say we frakking all!

If even you have grown to appreciate Anna, I feel like I should give her a chance. And I mean, I think I would be just fine with her if she wasn't constantly trying to manipulate both Dean and Castiel with the touching.. that just leaves such a sour taste in my mouth. But oh, Julie. Yes, she's as sweet as you think. :)

[timbitsu.livejournal.com]

OMG, MISHA WHY ARE YOU SO BEAUTIFUL??? The eyes. So much bigger here. *__* The first 4 pics, and the 4th hand!pron shot. <3 I need to be reading James, but is going to be distracting me for HOURS. Wait, is that a fake scar across his right eyebrow? *__* I hope someone takes these new scenes and creates some lovely Dean/Cas icons/vids. =DDD

And I'm so glad you were still able to enjoy yourself at the con! Drinks and boobage. Misha doesn't know what he missed. =D

[tracy.livejournal.com]

YES, HIS EYES COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY UNDO ME IN THAT FIRST SHOT. NNNNGH.

Hahahhaha sorry for the distraction, except not really. XD And yeah, that's a fake scar, which I'm almost sad about because I adore it.

Thank you! And no, he really doesn't.. he'll just have to find out next time, eh? :D

[arabella-hope.livejournal.com]

HE'S ACTUALLY WIDDLING THINGS, AHA.

It was sooo wonderful to meet you. Hurts like hell that we didn;t get Misha, but. There was that :/

[tracy.livejournal.com]

SO, SO FITTING.

You too, bb! You are so much fun to hang out with. ♥ Hopefully there'll be a next time, and Misha's ass had better be there for that.

[olympia-m.livejournal.com]

oh, thank you! I'll try downloading the movie at some stage(my connection is... wobbly here *G*) but- ah, how lovely :):)

you really are too kind!!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hee, you're welcome, and I hope it works! Everyone deserves as much Misha as they can get. XD

[spacemonkey-699.livejournal.com]

HOLY SHIT, MISHA IS PRETTY, OM NOM NOM.


Um, sorry. I got distracted by the pics. And maybe spent a while staring with my mouth doing that open drooling thing.

You deserved all the love you got, bb. It's horrible how everything went down, but you handled it well, IMO. And that story strangeandcharm wrote for you? Oh man. If someone wrote something like that for me....I think I would die.

[strangeandcharm.livejournal.com]

I WANT TO KILL YOU.

Prompt me. ;)

[ashinan.livejournal.com]

Glad to have you back! I'm also happy that you still had fun in Florida! And I have to keep away from all the BSG reviews because I just finished the second season and am all flailing and can't even think about a finale at this point cuz I'll cry. Gods, that show is delightful. And I blame you for getting me into it and effectively stopping me from doing term papers, studying, and all the other goodies that University has to offer >_<

ANYWAYS! Pic!spam of Misha. Who wouldn't love that? Seriously? The hair does bother me, but I really don't care because all I can see are his eyyyesss and hands and neck and UTTERLY GORGEOUS! And if there was an actual kiss scene, between Dean and Castiel, I would die. I mean, I would just sit there, probably bleeding from my nose, and not care. Because I will have died happy.

Anyway! Welcome back and SPN IN TWO DAYS! *FLAIL*

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Aww, thank you! ♥

And yay, I AM SO HAPPY YOU ARE STILL WATCHING BSG! \O/\O/\O/ I feel so proud of myself, teehee. I started watching right before and during finals week, actually, so I know how that goes... :">

I'm sure they won't actually kiss on the show, but maybe that's just because that amount of awesome is far, far too great for my mortal brain to comprehend. It would be, quite literally, the happiest moment of my life, and that's saying a lot because I've had some pretty happy moments.

\o/\o/ Ilu, thank you, and YES, A DAY AND A HALF, NOW! \O/

[tracy.livejournal.com]

*laughs* I love you too! And aww, this is just a screencap, not even anything that took time to make, but I'm happy you're so excited! ♥

I also prefer the shorter hair -- Castiel's is fucking amazing -- but the gratuitous hand!porn totally made up for that. XD

Man, I wish. I might be able to fly to Florida on a whim, but Australia is a much bigger deal, alas.

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

I was just glad BSG gave us a more or less happy ending, instead of killing off half the cast and leaving the rest miserable and lost, as I suspected was going to happen. Give me a happy ending that makes some amount of sense and I'm happy, myself.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I don't think leaving just half the cast miserable and lost could even BE an ending, because their story of survival would have to go on. I figured either everyone would die or they'd find a planet, and I'm glad it was the latter. I wouldn't call it happy, but they're at least... at peace, I guess, which I am thankful for.

[sarpanita.livejournal.com]

Im so glad for you=))

Awww Misha *stares at the beauty*

Dont even want to think about BSG. Dont want to waste my time anymore.*is angry*

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Aww, bb, I'm sad the finale made you so angry. *distracts you with pretty Misha*!

[qwertypoiuq.livejournal.com]

It was fabulous to meet you, bb, even if I'm sure some parts of the weekend were VERY awkward for you! :/ Hopefully there will be better circumstances, less stress and more MISHA next time! \o/

[tracy.livejournal.com]

You too! And hahahha no worries, I wasn't feeling awkward so much as.. bemused, I guess, at all of that. There had better be a next time, with special emphasis on the MORE MISHA. I hope you get your interview thing worked out!

[darksilvercat.livejournal.com]

OMG *FLAIL*

And you provided a download for us! That's so sweet and thoughtful and I so want to download it right the hell now, CURSE MY MONTHLY DOWNLOAD LIMIT!

WAIT.

TIS NEAR THE END OF THE MONTH.

BRB, KILLING MY INTERNET CONNECTION.


(Also, this:

This kissing scene.. oh man, if any of you have watched it or will watch it -- he does this little eye flicker thing before completely losing himself to the kiss, lips parting helplessly and everything -- that's exactly how I imagine Castiel's first kiss with Dean would be like, if it takes place in a quiet, maybe tender sort of setting.

YES. I saw the clip on Youtube, and OMG, just, YES. I know exactly what you mean, when I saw it I was thinking the exact same thing <33333)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

THE HAND!PORN IN THIS IS THE MOST GRATUITOUS I'VE EVER SEEN, SRSLY, BB.

I scoff at monthly download limits.. I've got one too (a pathetic 5 gigs), but I exceed it every month and so far no one has said a thing about it, so. XD

Ahhhh, I knew you'd think the same thing, bb, we see all the same things in Castiel and Dean that it's scarily glorious. ♥ I guess the only difference with Dean is that he'd have to tilt his head up, but other than that... nnnnngh, such a perfect kiss to feed my daydreams and mental images.

[dangerous-47.livejournal.com]

You're AWESOME. :D *Hugs*

Gonna grab teh movie. lol.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

*G* So are you, m'dear! *hugs*!

[ibroketuesday.livejournal.com]

Mmmmmm... MISHA. &hearts His hands are so huge.

I loved that coda. I am still a big pile of flaily squee over 4x16. It won't go away.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

And he puts them to such good use.

IT WILL NEVER GO AWAY. Ever. 4x16 is my life partner.

[waddi-wassi.livejournal.com]

GOD, TRACY, YOU'RE SUCH A BAD PERSON! xDD YOU POST ALL THOSE PHOTOS AND NOW I'M SUPPOSED TO STUDY BUT SLKJFLKDJF I CAAAAAAAAAAAAAN'T! HOW SEXY CAN HE BE? I NEVER THOUGHT THAT AN 'ANGEL' COULD BE SOOOOOOO SEXY! :)____

*diessssss*

[tracy.livejournal.com]

HOW WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE ME FOR POSTING SO MUCH GORGEOUS MISHA? I AM APPALLED AT MYSELF TOO, AND BY 'APPALLED' I MEAN 'GLOATY AND BESIDE MYSELF WITH GLEE' BUT, YOU KNOW, CLOSE ENOUGH. IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER, I, TOO, HAVE LOST MANY HOURS OF STUDYING TO THE TASK OF PONDERING MISHA'S SEXY ANGELNESS.

[taurenova.livejournal.com]

I read about the whole Misha thing while I was away and was ridiculously sad for you, darlin'. :(

So, in lieu of you getting to actually ask the question: Highlights From an Unlikely Friendship (http://taurenova.livejournal.com/273463.html). :D

[tracy.livejournal.com]

JSKLDFJSKLDFJSDLKJSL I KNEW AS SOON AS I SAW THE TITLE WHAT IT WOULD BE ABOUT, AND I WAS RIGHT. AHHHH OMG YOU WOULDN'T EVEN BELIEVE MY SQUEAL OF GLEE, SERIOUSLY, OMGOMGOMGILUSM OFF TO READ OMG!

\O/\O/\O/\O/\O/

[big-heart-june.livejournal.com]

as I already said on my journal I'm soso glad you managed to have a good time after all <3

I MUST SEE THIS MOVE!! And especially that tender kiss so I can just pretend it's Dean he's kissing for the first time....GUH *sigh* THANK YOU FOR POSTING THE LINKS, BB! <333333!

ILU and your gorgeous posts so much! ♥!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I CANNOT STOP STARING AT THAT PICTURE, SOMETIMES, JUST BECAUSE IT IS PROOF THAT THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED, NNNGH.

YES, YES, YOU MUST! I CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR WHAT YOU THINK OF IT, BB, ESPECIALLY THAT KISS..! Guh, expect to melt.

I LOVE YOU TOO, BB. SO MUCH. and your icon, awwwwwwwwwwwww. *draws hearts around him*