I am back from Azkatraz!

[tracy_loo_who]

It was amazing. recap later. Just skimmed through 500+ posts on flist, and have 20+ tabs open. The amount of emails/fics/comments/posts/etc I have to catch up on is truly and amazingly daunting, not to mention all the labwork I am swamped with. Please forgive me if it takes a few days. I am not ignoring you, I just want to crawl into bed and sleep forever, or at least until this cold/headache is gone. I never get sick, wtf, but then again I am rarely this exhausted. I missed Draco!pilloe immensely. And sexts. Everyone was all, "Where is your other half?" :(

I must say a few things before I pass out:

1. reallycorking drew me body art, Harry riding my dragon tattoo, oh my god I am never washing my belly again.

2. red_rahl is my chibi god.

3. There might be pictures of me in compromising positions with longleggedgit and swtjemz.

4. I kissed a girl on the lips for the first time in my life. :">

5. Still cannot stop fondling my wand.

6. I ♥ everyone. No, really. I really, really do, you are all amazing. ♥

7. Tom Felton secretly ships H/D. I fucking love this ship.

8. There are Castiel spoilers, apparently. I won't go into specifics, though you are MORE THAN WELCOME to spam me with comments about them since I missed the frenzy this weekend. All I want to say is: Kripke casually referred to Castiel as Dean's "old angel pal Cas" and. I mean. ANGEL PAL CAS. DEAN'S ANGEL PAL. ANGEL PAL! CAS! ugh I can't even try to be coherent anymore but I am bleary and seriously, ALL I EVER REALLY WANTED WAS FOR THEM TO BE FRIENDS. And here is Kripke saying they were pals in season four. THERE IS SOMETHING SO CUTE ABOUT THE WORD "PAL". Especially in relation to Cas. and Dean'n'Cas. ♥ forever.

9. Why the lack of squee about Jensen's SPN mag interview? I mean, he basically gushes all over Misha and Castiel and I've been wanting to hear what Jensen thinks of them since the beginning of the freaking season and then we got a bunch of Jared gushing over Misha and Misha gushing over J2 but still no Jensen gushing over Misha (except for the grammar technician line, hee) and HERE IT IS, FINALLY. And you can tell it's honest, rather than something he just said because he had to, because he admitted to being kind of "wtf" in the beginning, hahahahaaha, MISHA'S CREEPINESS GROWS ON US ALL. ♥

10. Seriously, sleep. forever. with Draco!pilloe.

Comments

[jehnt.livejournal.com]

We only sort of brushed by each other at Azkatraz, I'm not sure if we really MET, though we were often in the same place at the same time, but looking at your interests we seem to have a lot in common so I'm adding you!

-Catie

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Oh my god we do have an amazing amount in common, I remember seeing you around but now I really, really wish we'd talked to each other! Totally adding you back. ♥

[effervescent.livejournal.com]

It's sad that the first thing I zoomed in on this post is the fact that you kissed a girl :P

*snugs* I'm so glad that you had a terrific time!!!! And you have to go and look at Aja's H/D revival post :D :D :D It's fantastic. I'm sure there must be reviews and all that over your flist, hehe.

*pets* Go to sleep soon, though. :P

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hahahha well, it was close-mouthed and very, very chaste. :"> It may interest you to know that I was completely sober at the time.

I've had that post bookmarked since before I left and intend to go through every page when I get a chance, though it'll take me HOURS. And my expand thing isn't currently working, for some reason? D:

NOW. Sleep now. I'm already in bed.

[spacemonkey-699.livejournal.com]

You poor thing. I hate coming back after a few days and having just this GIANT flist staring at you, taunting you. Oh dear.

On a separate note: CAS AND DEAN, CAS AND DEAN, OMG, THEY'RE GONNA GET DRUNK AND HAVE SEXY TIEMS.


Even more separate: JENSEN AND MISHA, OMG, JENSEN AND MISHA. IT HAS BEEN AN ORGY OF LOVE THE PAST FEW DAYS.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

But on the other hand, I adore everyone and it's fun catching up. Especially on fic! I hear there has been tons of good fie posted in the past few days.

YES, THEY ARE, AFTER DEAN 'LOOSENS HIM UP' IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE. I WOULD DIE WAITING FOR THIS EPISODE IF I WASN'T SO AFRAID OF DYING BEFORE I COULD HAVE THAT IN MY LIFE.

THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I WAS SO DETERMINED TO CATCH UP, I WOULD HAVE MISSED SUCH JOY OTHERWISE. JENSEN IS ADORABLE AND MISHA HAS PROBABLY MADE HIM SHIP DEAN/CASTIEL TOO. <3

[nicocoer.livejournal.com]

. . . I'm so jealous you guys! Seriously, it's kinda like all my fandom buddies went to a big party I couldn't afford.

(I'm glad you had fun!!!)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

That's how I felt about Lumos all those years ago, so I know what you mean.:( Save up for next year's!

[elanorofcastile.livejournal.com]

OMG CASTIEL SPOILERS. MUST FIND. So many tabs open.... DDD:

*loves*

...

*collapses into bed*

[tracy.livejournal.com]

There's one from Kristin and one from Kripke, both are making me ecstatic as shit. !!!

*misses*! Con drop sucks. :(

[darksilvercat.livejournal.com]

LOL STOP FONDLING YOUR WAND YOU CREEPER.

I'm glad you had so much fun bb! (And went around kissing girls, bless you ^_^)

And in other news: OHMYGOD THE CASTIEL SPOILERS HAVE YOU SEEN THEM ALL?! THEY ARE SO FLAIL-INDUCING!

Of course I squeed over the Jensen SPN mag interview too, especially in the face of the anon meme. Once again Jensen proves himself infinitely more awesome than some of his fans <3

[tracy.livejournal.com]

NEVER. MY WAND WAS MADE FOR FONDLING.

LOL I did not go around kissing girls, it was just the once, because she asked so prettily. :">

I THINK I'VE SEEN THEM ALL? JUST TWO FROM THIS PAST WEEKEND, RIGHT? OH GOD WHY CAN'T IT BE SEPTEMBER ALREADY? WHYYY? I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE NIGHT OUT ON THE TOWN EP I COULD PUKE.

Well, yes, obviously, he's Jensen. And he secretly ships Dean/Castiel, I bet, because surely Misha has rubbed off on him (not that way).

[summersiren.livejournal.com]

Aaww you kissed a girl! ;)

CAS/DEAN = <3. There's many spoilers around and I really want to read them but I am mentally slapping myself not too. lol

I love it when Jared and Jensen gush (or fangirls) over Misha or Castiel. It is so damn adorable!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I don't know what it is about HP cons that makes me gayer..

You, my friend, are much, much stronger than I am, then. I can't decide which is more fun, watching something completely unspoiled or squeeing about things months in advance..

YES. It should be enough that WE love Misha/Castiel, but seeing that J2 do as well just adds to it. ♥♥♥

[blaithacs.livejournal.com]

Hey there you! I am glad you had a great time at Azkatraz!! Oh, Harry Potter fandom, my first one... it feels ages since I was last involved in it.. :)

Castiel spoilers?? Man, I have to stay far faaaaar away from those, lol.

And HAHAHA, oh Jensen. ♥

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hello! To be honest I haven't been involved in it for awhile myself now, but I still have amazing friends from it and it's amazing to see them. :D

I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN RESIST. But go you! \o/

OH, JENSEN INDEED. SUCH A FANBOY.

[dotfic.livejournal.com]

Am avoiding spoilers like a spoiler-avoiding thing but I heard vague rumblings and that they were about our old angel pal. HEE!

I love what Jensen says about what Misha brought to the role, what set him apart as a guest-star.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

There were a few minutes there where I contemplated avoiding spoilers, but I am and have always been weak. Especially when it comes to our old angel pal. ♥ How could I possibly avoid squeeing about him?

*grins* Me too, oh god. I love that he was probably genuinely unsettled in the "show me some respect" scene. I love that his warming up to Misha more or less paralleled Dean's warming up to Cas. SO EPIC, our ship. *draws hearts around it*

[mrstotten.livejournal.com]

Welcome back sweets I am uber jealous and hate you forever :OP

did you see the new movie while you were there?

what were your thoughts. I hadbt seen the jensen interview to am running ood to read now


HUGS

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Aww, are/were you in HP fandom at all? You should totally come to a con at some point. :D

I saw the movie before I left, actually. My reaction was basically: DRACO DRACO DRACO OMG DRACO. Draco is my baby. Tom Felton was amazing, and there were some things that I didn't like (mostly the canon mutilations and Ginny), but it was still an incredibly enjoyable movie.

THE JENSEN INTERVIEW IS AMAZING. ♥!

[big-heart-june.livejournal.com]

Hello my lovely bb! I´m still in Marbella and at the pool right now on a borrowed laptop (Heaven! :P) and I just had to SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE with you about Jensen and Mishaaaaaaaa! God, they're just too much! ♥! As for Dean'n'Cas and PALS and Kripke and just all of that, omfg *flailing forever*

And you kissed a girl on the lips you say? *grins* Pretty sweet eh? *grins some more* Hope you're feeling better *hugs* and YAYYAYYAYYAY for amazing cons!!

I sent off your postcard, btw. :)

Love you, BB! <3<3<3

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hiiiiiiiii, omg! I hope you are having an amazing time over there, I missed you! pool + internet sounds amazing, wish I was there. SO EXCITED FOR POSTCARD, ILU!

LOL it was actually not a big deal at all. :"> And I am feeling better, actually, a good sleep cures all. \o/

DEAN'N'CAS AS PALS IS GOING TO BE THE MOST AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD. I've wanted to see a bit more humor involving Cas since forever, and. Omg. I hope it'll be like a "first date gone wrong but still ends up perfect" episode, awwwwww, Dean'n'Cas. And Sam. ♥ To think that Jensen and Misha might be filming it RIGHT NOW -- oh god. *_*

I love you too! <33333333333333333

[nicole-anell.livejournal.com]

Tom Felton secretly ships H/D.
I'm loving the interviews with this kid guy!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I haven't read all that many, to be honest, but I'm finding he's become pretty amazing. Not to mention hot. God, when did they all grow up?

[longleggedgit.livejournal.com]

I kissed a girl on the lips for the first time in my life.

Was it me? *genuinely curious*

MISS YOU!!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I like to think you'd remember if it had been you, lololl. It was Ariel, actually. :">

MISS YOU TOO!

[love-jackianto.livejournal.com]

'9. Why the lack of squee about Jensen's SPN mag interview? '
That interview was so cute.

'All I want to say is: Kripke casually referred to Castiel as Dean's "old angel pal Cas" and. I mean. ANGEL PAL CAS. DEAN'S ANGEL PAL. ANGEL PAL! CAS! ugh I can't even try to be coherent anymore but I am bleary and seriously, ALL I EVER REALLY WANTED WAS FOR THEM TO BE FRIENDS.'
Wow! I guess Kripke really is a Dean/Cas shipper. I can't wait to see Dean 'loosen' Cas up.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I BET THAT EPISODE WAS ALL SERA'S DOING, ACTUALLY. ♥

[elvisglasses5.livejournal.com]

Welcome back, bb! Glad it was a whirlwind of silliness and fun. I know that I am way to crowd-phobic to attend a con of any sort, so I sure do enjoy hearing about other peoples' experiences. Hope you can recover your health sufficiently to stalk Sunday's SPN panel over the internets.

Though I am no hardcore HP fangirl, I am super excited that I finally get to go see the movie tomorrow. I'll be thinking about you and your epic ship while watching (and trying to remember just what the hell happened in the last 5 movies that seem like ages ago).

As for OUR PAL CAS, I am trying to avoid spoilers too (v. uncharacteristic of me, that), but a few have slipped through my filters. I'm just excited that we KNOW that we get Cas for almost every ep this season. As long as they don't turn him into a total douchebag (and Misha would never allow that), I'm just psyched to see what does happen with his character and his besottedness with El Deano. I LOVED that interview with Jensen. So fun to watch those eps thinking that he was all WTF! with MishMish's awkward angelicness.

Also, have you seen this? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YavkUhLt7c Squee!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hee, thank you! :D I will of course be stalking the SPN panel this Sunday, though I really really really wish I could've been there. Blasted school.

There is so much Harry/Draco in this movie! *squeals* I hope you like it! And actually it's probably best if you don't remember too well what's supposed to happen, since there were some pretty gross canon mutilations..

Hahahha I can just see Misha disagreeing with the writers on something Cas-related and mocking them into the ground for it and getting his way. XD Gah, I almost cannot physically wait for September, it is killing me slowly. All the new spoilers and clips (I hadn't seen that one, btw, so thanks for the link!) and interviews are only making it worse, though I wouldn't have it any other way because. Omg Cas. And Jensen and Misha and I bet Jensen was so shy around Misha at first. <333333333333

[yamapea.livejournal.com]

:">!!!

♥ you are like the cutest person alive! I am so glad we got to hang out. ♥

ALSO I AGREE WITH 7 & 8 SO MUCH!!!

Hope you are all well-rested sweetheart! :x

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I dunno, I dunno, you're pretty cute yourself! ♥

OMG PLEASE SHIP DEAN/CASTIEL WITH ME. !!!

I've been catching up on sleep yes. :) Hope you are too!

[starlitshore.livejournal.com]

YOUR FIRST GIRL!KISS WAS WITH ARIEL AND NOT ME?

UGH.

:P

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I WASN'T AWARE YOU WANTED TO KISS ME? DO YOU? *BATS EYELASHES*

[cmere.livejournal.com]

YOU ARE SO CUTE I HAD FUN CUDDLING WITH YOU ♥ it's always amazing to see you :)))))))

[tracy.livejournal.com]

OMG YES HIIIIIII ILU! I had a blast and it was mostly due to you guys being so awesome. :D :D Hope you had fun in Vegas!

[reallycorking.livejournal.com]

♥♥♥!! It was so good to see you again! Can't believe I drew a Harry on your belly ladjsflsak :D :D

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I absolutely loved getting to see you again too! ♥♥♥ Oh man, this reminds me, I still haven't even written up my recap! And Harry is gone now despite me carefully refraining from washing my tattoo, wah, THIS MAKES ME UNSPEAKABLY SAD. But at least there are pictures, and thanks again for drawing him! ♥