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Jun. 23rd, 2009 06:08 pm1. Back from Colorado! Trip was fun, except good god, who knew it would cost $230 to rent a compact car for one day? Man, we (being my cousin and I) got hustled hardcore, but luckily we found a cheaper deal for the rest of the time. It's also lucky I paid for insurance, because some most-likely-drunk asshole(s) bashed in the window and the cops were politely unhelpful, not through any fault of theirs. But other than that, awesome trip!
2. Recs! I've decided I must rec fics more often. Thus, I've updated the stupidly massive rec post of doom with the following:
There's a First Time for Everything by
strangeandcharm: So hot and so many awesome little moments and character quirks, plus I'm a huge sucker for Castiel's first time fics.
Fools Rush In by
izazov: Tender sex pollen fic, seriously. ♥
525,600 Minutes by
oatmeal_queen: Takes a good while to get through, but it's worth it. I'd recently been lamenting the lack of good amnesia fic, so this was quite satisfying.
Just Some Love by
janie_tangerine: Starts out kinda cracky, but ends up incredibly sweet. ♥
Promises to Keep by
luchia13: The more I think about this one, the more it breaks me beautifully.
A Small Respite and its sequel, A Question of Hope, by
olympia_m: I don't know when I got so hooked on angsty future!fic, but I did, and I love both of these so fucking much, especially the second one.
Also, can I just state here that the Castiel!whump fic
strangeandcharm's currently working on makes me giddy as fuck? Cause it totally does. I'm recc'ing it already and it's not even finished/posted yet. \o/
3. Speaking of the stupidly massive rec post of doom, it's already gone over the character limit for LJ entries and this was only my first update to it. *facepalm* I thought about splitting it into two posts or moving it over to Dreamwidth, but no rec post should be that long, so what I ended up doing was un-sharing all of my existing bookmarks on Delicious and turning that into a rec.. thing. All recs can now also be found here, with all their thematic tags and everything. (Isn't the 21st century wonderous?) As for the LJ post, I'll probably start removing some to make room for others, but Delicious has no limit that I'm aware of, so all the old/removed ones will be there.
4. I've been told I need a master list of some sort for my fics, which I always thought was funny since I haven't written that many, but whatever, I've bookmarked all of them at Delicious too, under fic-by-me. I even dug up my pathetic handful of old H/D fics, hah.
5. Speaking of H/D fics,
sexts and I are actually contemplating
hd_career_fair. o.O I haven't read any H/D fic in forever and I was so sure
hd_holidays would be our last fest, but. Who knows?
6. And speaking of fics in general, you've made me paranoid about my warnings, flist. :( But this is probably a good thing, right, to be more conscious about things like that? I checked all my fics to be sure, but they all have warnings on them where appropriate, go me! Didn't warn for death on the last one, but it was neither a violent death nor anything that couldn't be gleaned from the rest of the header, so. What's the standard for that, is it really a common trigger if the death is a peaceful one?
7. One more question: You know the banal "better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" saying? It's so common for a reason, but what if someone (who the fuck am I kidding, you all know I'm talking about Castiel) never, ever dies and continues existing for all of eternity being bitter about that loss? Is it still better to have loved and lost? (depressing-as-shit fic idea is depressing-as-shit!)
2. Recs! I've decided I must rec fics more often. Thus, I've updated the stupidly massive rec post of doom with the following:
There's a First Time for Everything by
Fools Rush In by
525,600 Minutes by
Just Some Love by
Promises to Keep by
A Small Respite and its sequel, A Question of Hope, by
Also, can I just state here that the Castiel!whump fic
3. Speaking of the stupidly massive rec post of doom, it's already gone over the character limit for LJ entries and this was only my first update to it. *facepalm* I thought about splitting it into two posts or moving it over to Dreamwidth, but no rec post should be that long, so what I ended up doing was un-sharing all of my existing bookmarks on Delicious and turning that into a rec.. thing. All recs can now also be found here, with all their thematic tags and everything. (Isn't the 21st century wonderous?) As for the LJ post, I'll probably start removing some to make room for others, but Delicious has no limit that I'm aware of, so all the old/removed ones will be there.
4. I've been told I need a master list of some sort for my fics, which I always thought was funny since I haven't written that many, but whatever, I've bookmarked all of them at Delicious too, under fic-by-me. I even dug up my pathetic handful of old H/D fics, hah.
5. Speaking of H/D fics,
6. And speaking of fics in general, you've made me paranoid about my warnings, flist. :( But this is probably a good thing, right, to be more conscious about things like that? I checked all my fics to be sure, but they all have warnings on them where appropriate, go me! Didn't warn for death on the last one, but it was neither a violent death nor anything that couldn't be gleaned from the rest of the header, so. What's the standard for that, is it really a common trigger if the death is a peaceful one?
7. One more question: You know the banal "better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" saying? It's so common for a reason, but what if someone (who the fuck am I kidding, you all know I'm talking about Castiel) never, ever dies and continues existing for all of eternity being bitter about that loss? Is it still better to have loved and lost? (depressing-as-shit fic idea is depressing-as-shit!)
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Date: 2009-06-23 10:13 pm (UTC)Thanks for the fic recs, bb. I was so stressed out with big bang fics that I didn't have time to read any Dean/Cas fics *sadface* gonna start catching up with the ones you've recced :D
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Date: 2009-06-23 10:17 pm (UTC)Aww, you don't have to read every fic that comes out of a fest/challenge, you know, so many people get stressed out over trying to do that. :(
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Date: 2009-06-23 10:20 pm (UTC)I think I've said this before but I appreciate your recs so much - because once I manage to escape from my near-mono-fannish obsession with the Fakenews fandom it means I'm not going to have to dig through piles and piles of Dean/Castiel to get to the good stuff. ♥
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Date: 2009-06-23 10:41 pm (UTC)I do hope you come back to Dean/Castiel fandom soon! ♥
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Date: 2009-06-23 10:50 pm (UTC)Do it. DO IT NOW. I have no idea if it's better or not, but just DOOOO EEEEET.
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Date: 2009-06-23 11:16 pm (UTC)thankyou! <3
*snugs*
welcome back!
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Date: 2009-06-24 02:44 am (UTC)Thanks! :D
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Date: 2009-06-24 02:58 am (UTC)If poor Castiel lives forever having known and lost his one true love he will forever be in a pit of dark dank misery.
*cough might be down on love right now cough*
But I'm very excited for sad fic idea!! *offers beta services* LOL
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:03 am (UTC)Also, dude, do you ship Dean/Castiel? I had no idea you even watched the show!
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:12 am (UTC)Dude, that's a good point, though, about that being why angels aren't supposed to feel. I think even wrote about that before, now that you've reminded me, but I'd completely forgotten, oooh, I love that.
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:14 am (UTC)...
OW MY HEART.
Also, I am so eagerly awaiting
Thats not sad.
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:20 am (UTC)MINE TOO, DON'T WORRY, mine too. Especially last month during finals and shit when seeing bits of fic from her in my inbox every day was literally the only good thing that happened some days. Sigh, what would fandom do without her?
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:41 am (UTC)But to be more serious, I never did agree that much with that saying. It always struck me as a piece of crap. If you never experience true love (so to speak) then you don't have to spend your life being miserable over the fact that you lost it. Because you're unaware of what you're missing. It's the idea of ignorance is bliss.
Um. Did that make any sense?
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:57 am (UTC)It makes perfect sense! And I think "ignorance is bliss" really could apply to some people, but on the other hand -- my friend who loved harder than anyone I've ever met lost it and she's still glad it happened, so I'm not sure what to think. In any case, I guess it's pretty safe to say it's an unfair blanket statement.
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Date: 2009-06-24 04:17 am (UTC)Your excitement over
Your excitement over <ljuser=strangeandcharm>'s new fic is as infectious as H1N1 influenza. Now you've got me vibrating in my seat.
Sorry to hear about the car windows--but at least it wasn't YOUR car, and insurance got it. The police sound like jerks though. Over here these kinds of things happen pretty frequently--couple of years ago my friend's neighbours woke up to find ALL their car tyres missing. And my cousin's car was stolen in the night RIGHT in front of our house 6 years ago. Police reports were filed, but the car was never found.
Plopping myself in front of your rec list later when I come back from shopping. :D
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Date: 2009-06-24 04:33 am (UTC)Your excitement over
Your excitement over <ljuser=strangeandcharm>'s new fic is as infectious as H1N1 influenza. Now you've got me vibrating in my seat.
Sorry to hear about the car windows--but at least it wasn't YOUR car, and insurance got it. The police sound like jerks though. Over here these kinds of things happen pretty frequently--couple of years ago my friend's neighbours woke up to find ALL their car tyres missing. And my cousin's car was stolen in the night RIGHT in front of our house 6 years ago. Police reports were filed, but the car was never found.
Plopping myself in front of your rec list later when I come back from shopping. :D
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Date: 2009-06-24 06:59 pm (UTC)Honestly, there was nothing the cops could've done about it -- no witnesses or suspects, and by the time someone phoned it in there were no leads. He was kind enough to leave a card in the windshield wiper for me to call him. That sucks about your cousin's car, though, I hope it wasn't a really expensive one. D:
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Date: 2009-06-24 02:28 pm (UTC)I should be going to bed soon but now that I see awesome fics in front of me... it might take me a while to sleep. lol
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Date: 2009-06-24 07:00 pm (UTC)Hahahha, that's me, luring fangirls away from their beds with Dean/Castiel shinies since 2009. *g*
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:09 pm (UTC)never, ever dies and continues existing for all of eternity being bitter about that loss? Is it still better to have loved and lost?
That's so sad! D: But Castiel wouldn't regret it because if he hadn't had it he wouldn't have had Dean at all and that's even worse. Plus, he could fall in love again, even if he'll always miss Dean--I'd be interested in how that could work.
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Date: 2009-06-24 07:02 pm (UTC)Hmm, I'm not sure if I just don't want Castiel to ever be in love with anyone but Dean because I'm such a hardcore OTPer or if I honestly can't see it. Maybe both, so I'm not going to write it myself, but if someone else wrote it I'd probably read it because you're right, that would be pretty interesting!
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Date: 2009-06-24 05:36 pm (UTC)Can you sort things using multiple tags in Delicious? I've never really used it before. Also, your rec list is epic and awesome. <3 =D
And I'm all for whatever emotional trauma you're thinking of inflicting on Castiel. =D I'm in total favour of character angst when it comes to SPN. (But, argh, it must be said. What is your Dean thinking? T__T)
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Date: 2009-06-24 07:04 pm (UTC)Yes, you can sort them however you like! If you click on something under "related tags" it'll show you only entries with both the tag you're already on and the related tag, so you can narrow them down. There's tons of other stuff you can do too, Delicious is amazing. :D
Hahhaha, I just started writing it, hopefully you will have your emotional trauma soon. :"> But dude, it's not Dean's fault!
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Date: 2009-06-24 06:48 pm (UTC)Can you do sth to bribe
Your fic rec post is the greatest rec thing ever hee plz continue doing it , <3 you for that XD
@#7 loved and lost ...Considering Cas has to exist with that sadness and regret or hatred for eternity....You are so cruel XD Somehow thou, if he can have a choice , I feel that Cas would choose to love than never feel when it comes to Dean...Anyway XD write it write it <3
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Date: 2009-06-24 07:06 pm (UTC)Ugh,
I will of course continue with the rec lists! Glad you like 'em. :D
Just started writing, shouldn't take too long, I hope! Thanks for your input, bb.
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Date: 2009-06-25 11:21 am (UTC)asdfgsfdhsfhfjhlkj;lj you're ok, y/y?
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