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1. Back from Colorado! Trip was fun, except good god, who knew it would cost $230 to rent a compact car for one day? Man, we (being my cousin and I) got hustled hardcore, but luckily we found a cheaper deal for the rest of the time. It's also lucky I paid for insurance, because some most-likely-drunk asshole(s) bashed in the window and the cops were politely unhelpful, not through any fault of theirs. But other than that, awesome trip!

2. Recs! I've decided I must rec fics more often. Thus, I've updated the stupidly massive rec post of doom with the following:

There's a First Time for Everything by [livejournal.com profile] strangeandcharm: So hot and so many awesome little moments and character quirks, plus I'm a huge sucker for Castiel's first time fics.

Fools Rush In by [livejournal.com profile] izazov: Tender sex pollen fic, seriously. ♥

525,600 Minutes by [livejournal.com profile] oatmeal_queen: Takes a good while to get through, but it's worth it. I'd recently been lamenting the lack of good amnesia fic, so this was quite satisfying.

Just Some Love by [livejournal.com profile] janie_tangerine: Starts out kinda cracky, but ends up incredibly sweet. ♥

Promises to Keep by [livejournal.com profile] luchia13: The more I think about this one, the more it breaks me beautifully.

A Small Respite and its sequel, A Question of Hope, by [livejournal.com profile] olympia_m: I don't know when I got so hooked on angsty future!fic, but I did, and I love both of these so fucking much, especially the second one.

Also, can I just state here that the Castiel!whump fic [livejournal.com profile] strangeandcharm's currently working on makes me giddy as fuck? Cause it totally does. I'm recc'ing it already and it's not even finished/posted yet. \o/

3. Speaking of the stupidly massive rec post of doom, it's already gone over the character limit for LJ entries and this was only my first update to it. *facepalm* I thought about splitting it into two posts or moving it over to Dreamwidth, but no rec post should be that long, so what I ended up doing was un-sharing all of my existing bookmarks on Delicious and turning that into a rec.. thing. All recs can now also be found here, with all their thematic tags and everything. (Isn't the 21st century wonderous?) As for the LJ post, I'll probably start removing some to make room for others, but Delicious has no limit that I'm aware of, so all the old/removed ones will be there.

4. I've been told I need a master list of some sort for my fics, which I always thought was funny since I haven't written that many, but whatever, I've bookmarked all of them at Delicious too, under fic-by-me. I even dug up my pathetic handful of old H/D fics, hah.

5. Speaking of H/D fics, [livejournal.com profile] sexts and I are actually contemplating [livejournal.com profile] hd_career_fair. o.O I haven't read any H/D fic in forever and I was so sure [livejournal.com profile] hd_holidays would be our last fest, but. Who knows?

6. And speaking of fics in general, you've made me paranoid about my warnings, flist. :( But this is probably a good thing, right, to be more conscious about things like that? I checked all my fics to be sure, but they all have warnings on them where appropriate, go me! Didn't warn for death on the last one, but it was neither a violent death nor anything that couldn't be gleaned from the rest of the header, so. What's the standard for that, is it really a common trigger if the death is a peaceful one?

7. One more question: You know the banal "better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" saying? It's so common for a reason, but what if someone (who the fuck am I kidding, you all know I'm talking about Castiel) never, ever dies and continues existing for all of eternity being bitter about that loss? Is it still better to have loved and lost? (depressing-as-shit fic idea is depressing-as-shit!)

Date: 2009-06-23 10:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] crystalchain.livejournal.com
Wow, the thing with the bashed in window just sucks. But I'm glad to hear that the rest of the trip was fun :)

Thanks for the fic recs, bb. I was so stressed out with big bang fics that I didn't have time to read any Dean/Cas fics *sadface* gonna start catching up with the ones you've recced :D
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Date: 2009-06-23 10:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Dude, at least it wasn't my car, I'd have been upset over that, but since the insurance covered it and they gave me a new car, no biggie.

Aww, you don't have to read every fic that comes out of a fest/challenge, you know, so many people get stressed out over trying to do that. :(

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Date: 2009-06-23 10:20 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] taurenova.livejournal.com
Yay! You're back! *hugs* I've missed you! Glad that you had a good time despite the car worries.

I think I've said this before but I appreciate your recs so much - because once I manage to escape from my near-mono-fannish obsession with the Fakenews fandom it means I'm not going to have to dig through piles and piles of Dean/Castiel to get to the good stuff. ♥

Date: 2009-06-23 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
*hugs back*! Ilu, I want to come visit you, randomly. !

I do hope you come back to Dean/Castiel fandom soon! ♥

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Date: 2009-06-23 10:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vichan.livejournal.com
Re: #7
Do it. DO IT NOW. I have no idea if it's better or not, but just DOOOO EEEEET.

Date: 2009-06-24 02:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
I WILL DO EEET TOMORROW! I THINK.

Date: 2009-06-23 11:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] starflowers.livejournal.com
*poke* Hey, hello, I miss you.

Date: 2009-06-24 02:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
HELLO, I miss you too, but I'm glad you're with Aiden again!

Date: 2009-06-23 11:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oatmeal-queen.livejournal.com
holy crap i made the awesomesauce list \o/
thankyou! <3

*snugs*
welcome back!

Date: 2009-06-24 02:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thinking about making a list of awesomesauce art, too, someday, in which case you'll be all over that. *g*

Thanks! :D

Date: 2009-06-24 01:32 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] mordyn4
5. *DANCES* Can't help it, love me some h/d. :D

Date: 2009-06-24 02:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Man, it makes me so happy I've still got H/Ders on my flist. ♥

Date: 2009-06-24 02:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ibroketuesday.livejournal.com
I think it's still better for Castiel to have loved. Even if he's now bitter and hurting, he still got to experience it; he got to feel something like love when most angels never feel at all.

Date: 2009-06-24 02:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
But bitterness and hatred and overwhelming misery forever -- that's huge. I wouldn't say he was happy before, but utterly miserable? D: Cas.

Date: 2009-06-24 02:58 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] lily-firebolt.livejournal.com
In response to #7 I've always quite thought that saying was bullshit. If you've never known love, specially your true love as Dean/Castiel are, then you don't know what you are missing and live a happy blissful life. Sometimes cliches aren't well known because they're right, they're just commonly repeated.

If poor Castiel lives forever having known and lost his one true love he will forever be in a pit of dark dank misery.

*cough might be down on love right now cough*

But I'm very excited for sad fic idea!! *offers beta services* LOL

Date: 2009-06-24 03:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
I personally agree with the saying as far as it applies to myself (and probably most others), but I'm really glad someone disagrees! That's refreshing, I think, but I'm sorry about whatever made you down on love. :( *hugs*

Also, dude, do you ship Dean/Castiel? I had no idea you even watched the show!

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Date: 2009-06-24 03:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Well, I was thinking with Castiel's little rebellion there he might be cast out of Heaven and doomed to spend an eternity exiled on Earth, never to see Dean again. And the fic I'm referring to is the one I might write tomorrow if I'm still in the mood when I wake up. :P

Dude, that's a good point, though, about that being why angels aren't supposed to feel. I think even wrote about that before, now that you've reminded me, but I'd completely forgotten, oooh, I love that.
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Date: 2009-06-24 03:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacemonkey-699.livejournal.com
but what if someone (who the fuck am I kidding, you all know I'm talking about Castiel) never, ever dies and continues existing for all of eternity being bitter about that loss?


...


OW MY HEART.


Also, I am so eagerly awaiting [livejournal.com profile] strangeandcharm's new fic even more now. Her stories are usually the highlight of my day/week.

Thats not sad.

Date: 2009-06-24 03:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
OW MY HEART, TOO. I don't know why I do this to myself.

MINE TOO, DON'T WORRY, mine too. Especially last month during finals and shit when seeing bits of fic from her in my inbox every day was literally the only good thing that happened some days. Sigh, what would fandom do without her?

Date: 2009-06-24 03:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] antismiles.livejournal.com
#7 makes me filled with glee. And I know that sounds AWFUL, but. FIC. By YOU. How could I NOT be excited?

But to be more serious, I never did agree that much with that saying. It always struck me as a piece of crap. If you never experience true love (so to speak) then you don't have to spend your life being miserable over the fact that you lost it. Because you're unaware of what you're missing. It's the idea of ignorance is bliss.

Um. Did that make any sense?

Date: 2009-06-24 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Awww, thank you, you make me blushy. :">! But seriously, if I do it right this fic will not be filling anything with glee, at all.

It makes perfect sense! And I think "ignorance is bliss" really could apply to some people, but on the other hand -- my friend who loved harder than anyone I've ever met lost it and she's still glad it happened, so I'm not sure what to think. In any case, I guess it's pretty safe to say it's an unfair blanket statement.

Date: 2009-06-24 04:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] luminare-ardua.livejournal.com
EEE! #7 just did all kinds of bad things to my system. Why do your posts keep on doing this to me??? Plotbunnies, down! I must finalise tracy's fic score first!... Oy! Put me down dammit! *is swept off by inspiration tsunami* Oh Cas! That's just cruel--to spend eternity away from the warmth of your love? *shudders*

Your excitement over
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EEE! #7 just did all kinds of bad things to my system. Why do your posts keep on doing this to me??? Plotbunnies, down! I must finalise tracy's fic score first!... Oy! Put me down dammit! *is swept off by inspiration tsunami* Oh Cas! That's just <i>cruel</i>--to spend eternity away from the warmth of your love? *shudders*

Your excitement over <ljuser=strangeandcharm>'s new fic is as infectious as H1N1 influenza. Now you've got me vibrating in my seat.

Sorry to hear about the car windows--but at least it wasn't YOUR car, and insurance got it. The police sound like jerks though. Over here these kinds of things happen pretty frequently--couple of years ago my friend's neighbours woke up to find ALL their car tyres missing. And my cousin's car was stolen in the night RIGHT in front of our house 6 years ago. Police reports were filed, but the car was never found.

Plopping myself in front of your rec list later when I come back from shopping. :D

Date: 2009-06-24 04:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] luminare-ardua.livejournal.com
EEE! #7 just did all kinds of bad things to my system. Why do your posts keep on doing this to me??? Plotbunnies, down! I must finalise tracy's fic score first!... Oy! Put me down dammit! *is swept off by inspiration tsunami* Oh Cas! That's just cruel--to spend eternity away from the warmth of your love? *shudders*

Your excitement over
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EEE! #7 just did all kinds of bad things to my system. Why do your posts keep on doing this to me??? Plotbunnies, down! I must finalise tracy's fic score first!... Oy! Put me down dammit! *is swept off by inspiration tsunami* Oh Cas! That's just <i>cruel</i>--to spend eternity away from the warmth of your love? *shudders*

Your excitement over <ljuser=strangeandcharm>'s new fic is as infectious as H1N1 influenza. Now you've got me vibrating in my seat.

Sorry to hear about the car windows--but at least it wasn't YOUR car, and insurance got it. The police sound like jerks though. Over here these kinds of things happen pretty frequently--couple of years ago my friend's neighbours woke up to find ALL their car tyres missing. And my cousin's car was stolen in the night RIGHT in front of our house 6 years ago. Police reports were filed, but the car was never found.

Plopping myself in front of your rec list later when I come back from shopping. :D

Date: 2009-06-24 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Hahha oh god, you're still working on that monster of a fic score, wow. I wondered about that the other day but decided I didn't blame you if you'd given up since it's so massive. :"> I'm glad you find whatever silly shit I put out inspiring and infectious, though! *laughs and preens, but just a bit*

Honestly, there was nothing the cops could've done about it -- no witnesses or suspects, and by the time someone phoned it in there were no leads. He was kind enough to leave a card in the windshield wiper for me to call him. That sucks about your cousin's car, though, I hope it wasn't a really expensive one. D:

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Date: 2009-06-24 02:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summersiren.livejournal.com
Welcome back! :)

I should be going to bed soon but now that I see awesome fics in front of me... it might take me a while to sleep. lol

Date: 2009-06-24 07:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D

Hahahha, that's me, luring fangirls away from their beds with Dean/Castiel shinies since 2009. *g*

Date: 2009-06-24 03:09 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] dotfic.livejournal.com
That's rotten about the car windows!

never, ever dies and continues existing for all of eternity being bitter about that loss? Is it still better to have loved and lost?

That's so sad! D: But Castiel wouldn't regret it because if he hadn't had it he wouldn't have had Dean at all and that's even worse. Plus, he could fall in love again, even if he'll always miss Dean--I'd be interested in how that could work.

Date: 2009-06-24 07:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Ah well, I'm just glad it wasn't my own car!

Hmm, I'm not sure if I just don't want Castiel to ever be in love with anyone but Dean because I'm such a hardcore OTPer or if I honestly can't see it. Maybe both, so I'm not going to write it myself, but if someone else wrote it I'd probably read it because you're right, that would be pretty interesting!

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Date: 2009-06-24 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] timbitsu.livejournal.com
Ugh, sorry to hear about the bashed in window. Even if the insurance covered it, it must have still sucked. =/

Can you sort things using multiple tags in Delicious? I've never really used it before. Also, your rec list is epic and awesome. <3 =D

And I'm all for whatever emotional trauma you're thinking of inflicting on Castiel. =D I'm in total favour of character angst when it comes to SPN. (But, argh, it must be said. What is your Dean thinking? T__T)

Date: 2009-06-24 07:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Well, they did give me a better car to replace that one, so it wasn't all bad. XD

Yes, you can sort them however you like! If you click on something under "related tags" it'll show you only entries with both the tag you're already on and the related tag, so you can narrow them down. There's tons of other stuff you can do too, Delicious is amazing. :D

Hahhaha, I just started writing it, hopefully you will have your emotional trauma soon. :"> But dude, it's not Dean's fault!

Date: 2009-06-24 06:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ran-cl.livejournal.com
Hey Tracy *waves* Sounds like you had a great trip ! You remind me of my car's window got bashed abt 2 years ago ;]

Can you do sth to bribe [livejournal.com profile] strangeandcharm so that she can post her Whump!Cas fic sooner? LOL

Your fic rec post is the greatest rec thing ever hee plz continue doing it , <3 you for that XD

@#7 loved and lost ...Considering Cas has to exist with that sadness and regret or hatred for eternity....You are so cruel XD Somehow thou, if he can have a choice , I feel that Cas would choose to love than never feel when it comes to Dean...Anyway XD write it write it <3

Date: 2009-06-24 07:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Aww, I'm sorry about your car, at least this one wasn't mine?

Ugh, [livejournal.com profile] strangeandcharm is out SOCIALISING WITH FRIENDS today when she should be writing, how dare she? :P

I will of course continue with the rec lists! Glad you like 'em. :D

Just started writing, shouldn't take too long, I hope! Thanks for your input, bb.

Date: 2009-06-25 11:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] starlitshore.livejournal.com
:O YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THE WINDOW!

asdfgsfdhsfhfjhlkj;lj you're ok, y/y?

Date: 2009-06-25 05:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
It wasn't a big deal, honestly! I wasn't even there, someone else phoned it in and the cops left a card, so yeah, I'm okay. :)

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