THE MONSTER AT THE END OF THIS BOOK

[tracy_loo_who]

WHAT? I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO REACT TO THIS EPISODE? The last time I didn't know how to react to an episode it turned into an epic picspam, but, uhh, we'll see how this goes.

I MEAN. THEY. THE WINCEST. LOLOLOL I DON'T EVEN SHIP IT BUT FANDOM IS IN CANON AND WHAT?

WHOSE FANART IS THIS? COME ON, SERIOUSLY, IT HAS TO HAVE BEEN DRAWN BY A FAN.


HEY. HEY. DID ANYONE NOTICE THAT MISHA'S NAME WAS ON THE SCREEN JUST AS DEAN WAS TALKING ABOUT HAVING SEX? DID YOU?


FULL FRONTAL. LOL LOOK AT SAM'S FACE. LOOLLFJDSKLFJDLKJFSSAMMYILUSM. <3


ALTHOUGH FOR FANS THEY SURE DO COMPLAIN A LOT. fjdskla;fjldkfjs I FUCKING KNOW, RIGHT? oh my god Kripke Kripke Kripke he. I can't even. I officially love him more than Ronald Fucking Moore.

IS SIMPATICO A REAL NAME ON A FORUM? LOLOLOL THESE COMMENTS. OH MY GOD LITTLE TEENIE SPN FANGIRLS LOLFUCK. CRAPTASTIC. DEAN ACTUALLY SAID CRAPTASTIC LOLOLOL.


SAM!GIRLS AND DEAN!GIRLS AND SLASH FANS -- AS IF MISHA TALKING ABOUT SLASH AND USING ALL THE RIGHT TERMINOLOGY AT A PANEL WASN'T ENOUGH, I MEAN. FUCK. IN THE FUCKING EPISODE FJDSKLFJDSKLJ I CAN'T EVEN. SERIOUSLY, I SAW THIS AT MY FRIEND'S HOUSE AND NEEDLESS TO SAY, HE WAS HIGHLY ALARMED.

SAM SLASH DEAN. LOL JARED. LOLFJDSKLFJD TOGETHER. LIKE, TOGETHER TOGETHER? YEAH. THEY DO KNOW WE'RE BROTHERS, RIGHT? DOESN'T SEEM TO MATTER. OH, COME ON. THAT.. THAT'S JUST SICK. SLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL DYING FOREVER KRIPKE HAS SUCH A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH US FLDJSKLFJDS LOL. NO SHOW IN THE HISTORY OF TV SHOWS HAS EVER-- LOL LOL WHY, SUPERNATURAL, WHY ARE YOU MAKING YOURSELF MY FAVORITE SHOW EVER?


SPEAKING OF FAVORITE SHOW EVER THAT WAS BALTAR'S CULT GIRL FJSKDJFSKLSJDLSJ THEY DID THIS ON PURPOSE THEY DID THIS ON PURPOSE THEY FUCKING DID THIS ON PURPOSE WE DON'T EVEN HAVE TO WRITE CROSSOVER FIC ANYMORE LOLOFJDSKLF SHE REALLY IS GOOD AT BEING A CRAZY CULT/FANGIRL, THOUGH.


THIS ENTIRE FUCKING SCENE WITH. LOL FJDKSLF JSLOLOLOL CANNOT TYPE BUT LOOK AT THEIR FACES LOL JENSEN LOL JENSEN LOL JENSEN BUT GOOD GOD THAT MAN IS HOT. MOTHERFUCKING NECK. WHERE IS THE ICON OF THIS?


Okay there's a lot more (oh god, Sam really sort of broke my heart and he's. he's not unsympathetic. *clings*) but I can't. I just have to get to the Castiel parts, okay? Real fake IDs need a mention, okay, and "you just thought I was a dick" and the bandaids and the tarp and okay okay okay there needs to be one screenshot of Dean driving with a tarp:


BUT ON TO CASTIEL NOW BECAUSE I CANNOT WAIT ANY LONGER. CAS!


IT'S AN HONOR TO MEET YOU, CHUCK. LOLOLOLCASTIEL YOU ARE SUCH A CUTE FANBOY. <3333333 I ADMIRE YOUR ATTENTION TO DETAIL WHEN WRITING ABOUT DEAN'S NUDITY WORK JFKDLSFJSA;LDKJFS PLEASE NEVER CHANGE. GOD HOW DID MISHA SAY THIS WITH A STRAIGHT FACE AND DEEP VOICE LOLOLLLFDFJKLDSOLMISHA. !!!


HAND!PORN!!!


LOL AND MORE FANBOY HAHAHAHA CASTIEL ALREADY KNOWS WHAT'S IN THOSE BOOKS AND YET HE CANNOT STOP READING IT FKLDSJF JUST LOOK AT HOW ENGROSSED HE IS IN IT FJDLSFJ GOD I AM LAUGHING AND LOVING SO MUCH IT HURTS MY SIDES. AND MY HEART.


DEAN HAVING A FUCKING FIT AND CASTIEL DOESN'T EVEN NOTICE BECAUSE HE IS STILL LOST AMONG THE PAGES AHAHAHAHAAAAHAAHAAAAA CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AND LOOK AT HIS HANDS, SO GORGEOUS, AND HIS STUDIOUSNESS AND LOLLLLLLLLL SHOW WHYYY?


ANSWERING DEAN'S SRS BSNS QUESTIONS ALL DISTRACTEDLY BECAUSE STILL READING OH GOD HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE? I. CRACKIEST EPISODE OF A TV SHOW I HAVE EVER SEEN FDKSLJFSLKDOMFG.


STILL DYING. WILL NEVER STOP. CASTIEL HOLDS THE WINCHESTER GOSPEL SO REVERENTLY IS THIS FOR REAL FDJSKLFJALSKDSLDKFJDKLFJDLF I AM IN LOVE WITH THAT FANBOYING-IS-SRS-BSNS CREASE BETWEEN HIS BROWS.


I AM NOT... KIDDING YOU. *ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOSES IT* THIS IS. MISHA. HOW? HOW? HOW THE FUCK DOES MISHA SAY THIS THE EXACT SAME WAY AS HE SAYS "YOU SHOULD SHOW ME... SOME RESPECT" JFKDLJFKSDL "I AM NOT... KIDDING YOU" FJKLDSAFJDSKFJFSJDKLDJ I CAN'T BREATHE OH MY GOD SAVE ME. CASTIEL.


DEAN CAN'T BELIEVE IT EITHER LOL ILU JENSEN.


YOU SHOULDA SEEN LUKE. FJDKSLFJDSKLFJ CASTIEL CASTIEL CASTIEL OH MY GOD POOR BB LOL THIS IS DEFINITELY A MOTHERFUCKING JOKE, CASTIEL DOES CRACK JOKES, OKAY? HE JUST LOOKS PERPETUALLY SOMBER BUT THAT'S OKAY, THIS IS A MOTHERFUCKING JOKE. And aww, I'm pleased he was around when Luke was. ♥


HEY. HEY. DID YOU GUYS NOTICE THAT THEY TURNED TO LOOK AT EACH OTHER AT THE EXACT SAME TIME? CAUSE I SURE AS HELL NOTICED. I mean, Dean started a little earlier, but he had further to turn, the important thing is they ended up looking at each other at the exact same time. <3333333333333333333333333333333 And oh God, just look at Castiel's EXPRESSION here, like Dean is his entire world and he doesn't even have enough thoughts to spare for trying to hide it. ♥ Really I just love this whole scene, Dean being so worried and lost and looking to his angel like he ought to have all the answers. Ilu, ship. So fucking much.




Sam and Dean.. I like how they got about half of it out, at least. Dean finally saying out loud that he thinks Sam is going to go dark, and oh god, the blood drinking was so close, just there, but. And Dean said "we" in reference to himself and Castiel like it's the most natural thing in the world! AND THEY'VE TALKED MORE THAN WHAT WAS SHOWN ON SCREEN! But this scene. This scene more than anything shows us just how completely and hopelessly Dean is wrapped around Sam's pinky, this expression shows us that, and I sort of really shattered, how can this episode of such amazing crack break me so hard at the same time? LOOK AT DEAN'S FACE.


OH MY GOD. FIC. FIC FIC FIC THIS IS STRAIGHT FROM FIC. DEAN PRAYS (TO CASTIEL, I'LL BET YOU ANYTHING HE WAS THINKING OF CASTIEL RATHER THAN GOD, SINCE DEAN WOULD TOTALLY GO FOR WHAT HE HAS SEEN AND KNOWS, AND THE WAY HE SAID IT -- TOTALLY THE WAY HE TALKS TO CAS) AND CASTIEL ANSWERS HIS PRAYER. HE STARTS TALKING EVEN BEFORE THE RUSTLE OF FEATHERS HAS SETTLED. I CAN'T EVEN. FJKLDSFJKL MY SHIP, MY SHIP, MY SHIP, MY SHIP! I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUD AT THIS, YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW, MY FRIEND ACTUALLY ASKED ME IF I WAS OKAY. THIS IS EVERYTHING. CASTIEL IS ALWAYS LISTENING, IS ONLY EVER A PRAYER AWAY! IT'S MOTHERFUCKING CANON, YOU GUYS, FUCK ME. CASTIEL. ALWAYS LISTENING. ALWAYS THERE. ALWAYS. CAS!!



I KNOW HE DOESN'T SMILE, LIKE, EVER, EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE TIME HE DID, BUT THIS? THIS IS CASTIEL BEING HAPPY AND HOPEFUL AND GRATIFIED THAT DEAN FINALLY, FINALLY ASKED HIM TO COME AND JUST. LOVING. THIS IS CASTIEL BEING LOVING.


But he doesn't think he can help Dean, and he needs for Dean to understand so badly that it's hurting me. GAH, MISHA. AND IT ONLY GETS WORSE.


And here's Dean again, looking like Castiel's the only one in the world who he can cling to in his time of need. It's so true. ♥


So desperate. So desperate.


And Castiel can't even bear to look in the face of all that desperation from Dean because he thinks there's nothing he can do. LOOK AT HOW MUCH IT'S FUCKING TEARING HIM APART. JUST FUCKING LOOK, OKAY? Closes his mouth because there's nothing he can say and the closer Dean gets, the more he falls apart, blinking as if the very action of blinking will distract him from how much he's disappointing his Dean, and his lower lip keeps twitching, and. God, you guys, please just understand how much I love Castiel, because I can't even express it anymore.



Is this not the face of someone facing his worst fear? Castiel's worst fear is not being able to do anything to help Dean when he's desperate. Just. You guys, look. D:


But really, can you blame an angel for letting his heart break for this? Because Dean's right, he's never asked for a damn thing before. But now I'm asking. I need your help. Please. When does Dean EVER ask anyone for help? When does he EVER say please? I was so sure he'd be all macho and pretend the hospital scene never happened, but this is. He's openly begging, if that's not a sign of how much he needs and trusts Castiel then I don't even fucking know what he could possibly do. Dean really thinks Castiel is his angel, you guys, and he's right.




Castiel here just. I can't even talk about him, he's just as desperate and pleading with Dean as Dean is with him. Desperate and pleading for Dean to not be so desperate and pleading. Jesus, you guys, these two.


About to blow up from the sheer need to be what Dean needs him to be, like a fucking coke can that's been shaken furiously, and Castiel cannot even physically take it anymore. Now he's just begging and pleading with God to give him some direction, and searching frantically and not finding the answer and finally having to face Dean again, because Dean's the one he needs to plead to for understanding, and even his voice and that brow furrow.. This whole little thing just. Just. I can't. And Castiel shifts on his feet so restlessly, god, so utterly tormented.





Dean's about to go crazy too, because his very last string of hope is slipping. (but lol those expressions are so funny-looking as stills, SORRY, SO NOT A FUNNY MOMENT.)



Castiel actually raises his voice in his urgent desperation. There is not a single thing about this expression that doesn't scream urgent desperation.


I'm sorry. This is what Castiel looks like when he thinks he's finally failed Dean. I trust it doesn't need commentary from me. Except, he looks like he's about to cry.


And this is what Dean looks like when he's been utterly betrayed by the one he trusted so much.



Screw you. If I thought Castiel looked like he might cry before, that was NOTHING compared to this. He thinks he's lost Dean. He's shattered, and barely keeping it together, and NOT keeping it together.


Now it's almost like he's looking at Dean because he feels like he DESERVES that punishment (and he's sort of annoyed on God's behalf, whatever). Not wanting to look but looking anyway even though it's killing him to see how much Dean hates him. God, you know, I kept muttering "no no no no no please no" under my breath this entire time, panicky, like, PANICKY, seriously terrified of this actually going down like this.



Dean. He WHISPERS this. helplessly. involuntarily. desperately. pleadingly. achingly. needily. He can't lose Dean, it's such a simple, powerful truth, and this is the moment he realizes that. Visibly. And I was so happy and relieved I could cry. God, I haven't felt like this since I was in love myself.


And that's when he thinks of it, that tiniest of flicker of his eyes to the right. Oh my god, the joy here is DAZZLING, and he's NOT EVEN SMILING. THIS IS HOW FUCKING AMAZING MISHA IS.


THIS IS CASTIEL WINNING DEAN'S TRUST BACK AND MAKING EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD OKAY AGAIN. <33333333 HE'S FUCKING GLOWING FROM IT. lol went a little overboard with the caps here but I CANNOT HELP IT.






NOTICE WHO IS INVADING WHOSE SPACE NOW. HAAAAAAA, DEAN.


Hey. This right here is the first of Misha that I've seen in Castiel. This little scrunch of nose right here. I really love this man. Like, really really. ♥



INNOCENT!CAS IS INNOCENT! OMG ILUSM CAS. HAI FATHER, SEE THESE SCHMOOPY INNOCENT EYES? I'M SO SCHMOOPILY INNOCENT. But really, he's started looking for loopholes, oh Cas, the descent into falling starts with a slippery slope...


Heeeeee. Smug and smirky and coy and YOU LOVE ME AGAIN, DON'T YOU, DEAN?


YES, I DO. THANKS, CAS. I KNEW YOU WOULD BE HERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST. ♥♥♥


GOOD LUCK. THIS IS CASTIEL'S "EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT WITH THE WORLD AGAIN" LOOK. AND I KNOW IT'S NOT THAT MUCH DIFFERENT FROM ALL HIS OTHER LOOKS, BUT IT IS. IT IS. IT'S IN ALL THE LITTLE THINGS HE DOES WITH HIS EYES AND LIPS AND EYEBROWS BUT MOSTLY JUST HIS EYES. SO HAPPY. CAS AND ME, THIS IS THE STUFF OF DEAN/CASTIEL SHIPPERS' DREAMS. SQUEALING SQUEALING SQUEALING.


Uh, the rest of the episode was pretty cool too, and Dean sort of maybe almost wishing Sam had taken the deal.. wow, Dean. Wow, Sam really hadn't considered it. Dean looks almost scared to be in the car with him.


The ending is so ominous... :| For an episode that started out so brilliantly cracky.. oh god. Oh god, I'm so excited. !! Whyyy, hiatus, whyyyy?

But ohmygod DID YOU GUYS SEE CASTIEL IN THIS EPISODE? DID YOU? !!!!!!!

Comments

[spacemonkey-699.livejournal.com]

Simpatico is a user on the twop boards. More than likely flipping their shit right now, lol.

I have 5 minutes till my dl finishes, then it's awesome time! OMG. I SHALL READ THIS TO PASS TIME.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

LOL OMG SRSLY? SHE GOT WRITTEN INTO AN EPISODE LOL I WONDER WHAT KIND OF FAN SHE IS?

Dude, why would you read this before you've seen the episode? D: fjdksla;fjsl still, I cannot wait for you to watch it for the first time! YOU ARE GOING TO SHIT YOURSELF SO MUCH, OMG. I WISH I COULD ERASE MY MEMORY AND WATCH IT FOR THE FIRST TIME ALL OVER AGAIN.

[nomorefrostbite.livejournal.com]

OK, NOW BRRRREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I CANNOT POSSIBLY, WATCHED THEM AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BREATHE AT THIS RATE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

[bloodyfire.livejournal.com]

omg i can't breath! you epic picspam review is epic. you expresses everything i feel. IN CAPS LOCK! no less Xd and with pics and everything. but ugh i love misha/castiel so hard from this ep.

it's easily one of my top five!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I CAN'T BREATHE EITHER! Oh man, though, I'm SO GLAD YOU FEEL IT TOO. ♥!!! Easily one of my top five too, right up there with On the Head of a Pin.

[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

I LOVE YOUR REACTION POSTS, THEY ARE THE BEST. GOD I CAN'T EVEN-- WHY ARE YOU SO AWESOME? AND WHY ARE CAS AND DEAN SO AWESOME?

I LOVE MY SHIP SO MUCH IT HURTS. IT ACTUALLY FUCKING HURTS. THE THINGS THIS CAP (http://pics.livejournal.com/tracy_loo_who/pic/001egxty) DOES TO ME, THE LOOK OF UTTERLY DESPERATION AND TORMENT ON CASTIEL'S FACE IS KILLING ME, IT'S BREAKING ME AND JUST-- DAMN IT WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME? WHEN DEAN SAYS "SCREW YOU." CAS LOOKS HURT AND LIKE HE'S ABOUT TO CRY BECAUSE HE THINKS HE FAILED DEAN. I JUST WANNA CUDDLE HIM AND HUG THEM BOTH AND-- OMG!!

"YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN LUKE." THAT LINE IS EPIC. THIS EPISODE IS EPIC.

I LOVE MY SHIP, TOO. I LOVE IT SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS. ♥

I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP CAPSLOCKING, SORRY FOR THAT XDD

[tracy.livejournal.com]

LOL I STARTED REPLYING TO THIS COMMENT LIKE HALF AN HOUR AGO BUT GOT DISTRACTED WATCHING IT AGAIN HAHAHAAAA. BUT OMG ILU, BB, I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE SO HAPPY ABOUT MY REACTION POST! ♥♥♥

IT HURTS ME JUST AS MUCH, BB, JUST AS MUCH! THIS SHIP AND THAT CAP AND ALL THE LITTLE WAYS THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER, EVER, BUT ESPECIALLY IN THIS SCENE. GAHH, I WAS SO TERRIFIED, SO FUCKING TERRIFIED, BUT CAS MADE IT ALL BETTER THAT'S KIND OF THE EQUIVALENT OF A HUG, RIGHT? PROBABLY EVEN BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S DEAN AND CAS.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LUKE. LOL NOW I SORT OF WANT TO SEE CRACK FIC ABOUT CASTIEL DESPAIRING OF LUKE LOLOLOMG. <3 <3 <3 SO MUCH LOVE.

YOU CAN'T SEEM TO STOP CAPSLOCKING, HAVE YOU MET ME? :D :D :D

[olympia-m.livejournal.com]

WORD!!!!!!!

THIS EP TOTALLY DESERVES CAPSLOCK ABUSE - AND SO DOES THE COMMENTARY.....

GLEEEEE!!!!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

SO HAPPY YOU ARE HERE TO JOIN ME IN THE CAPSLOCKING, BB! \O/\O/\O/

EPIC EPIC EPISODE OMFG.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

DEEP BREATHS ARE SO IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME RIGHT NOW, I KEEP WATCHING THAT SCENE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

Same reason I look for it -- just seeing Misha's NAME fills me with glee.

Haa, I thought it was less of a blow and more of a fondly sarcastic nod. I mean, they couldn't possibly have done the nod and have Dean and Sam APPROVE of it, right?

Of course full frontal was his favorite! <3 And, well, I meant Castiel answered Dean's prayer by SHOWING UP, so I think we're still in agreement!

*g* So thrilled you enjoyed this, cause I sure as hell enjoyed making it! \o/ ♥

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

OH. MY. GODS. THIS EPISODE HAS KILLED ME DED FROM SQUEE AND LOLING SO DAMN HARD. THE WINCHESTER GOSPEL? FANSERVICE? DEAN/CASTIEL? OMGSQUEEANDFLAIL!!!!

I LOL'D SO HARD WITH THE SHOUTOUT TO FANDOM. FANS NEED NOT TAKE THIS TOO SERIOUSLY BECAUSE THIS WAS ALL IN FUN. AND I LOVED IT.

I practically flailed like a flaily thing as soon as Castiel appeared, and everything involving him and Dean together. I mean seriously, anyone who says they don't have chemistry is blind. EPIC CHEMISTRY IS EPIC YO! That whole scene with them outside and Dean praying and Castiel coming to his aid, but not wanting to do what he asks of and how lost and caught in the middle of everything, pleading Dean to not make him do the unthinkable. I MEAN THOSE SAD PUPPY EYES OF HIS, OMG! MISHA WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?

My God, the way he just whispers Dean's name, and then says it louder for him to hear, making up his mind. Honestly. I just about died with glee. CASTIEL LOVES DEAN SO MUCH HE CAN'T BEAR LOSING HIM AFTER ALL THAT'S HAPPENING WITH HIS INNER CONFLICT AND CONFUSION AND JUST OMGOMGOMGOMG DEAN/CASTIEL!!!! LOVES THEM SO FRAKKING MUCH!

Also, smirky!Castiel is love. He's slowly becoming more and more humanized and studying Dean's mannerisms that he's mirroring them. He's all helping Dean without really doing anything, and just that whole bits where he has that expression on his face where he's just "this is what I'm saying but you know what I really mean". I LOVE IT SO MUCH! MISHA YOU ARE AWESOME!

HEE! Studious!Castiel and fanboy!Castiel is making me all a-squee. I mean, just looking at those screencaps frame for frame of him being so captivated by the book -- and I mean, captivated, since he's read them before (possible? Heaven has its own library of prophecies and such? awesome!) God, his hands. MISHA HAS PRETTY HANDS!

I want there to be more fic of him reading books, dammit. Castiel + books = MAJOR LOVE. ♥

I TOTES WAS LIKE OMG THAT IS BALTAR'S CRAZED LOVECULT MEMBER! MIGRATED FROM THE END OF BSG TO GOING INTO MORE FANCRAZINESS WITH THE WINCHESTERS! THE CROSSOVERS NEVER END! (and I was wondering when we'd have more BSG actors appear in SPN eps, lol. Next I'm expecting Cottle to appear...)

CRACKY EPISODE IS CRACKY AND I LOVED IT! AND CASTIEL WAS PART OF IT! OMGLOVE!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

RIGHT? GOD, ON THE HEAD OF A PIN WAS EPIC ENOUGH, BUT THIS COMBINED EVERYTHING -- THE FANSERVICEY CRACK, THE ANGST, AND THE EPIC EPIC EPIC DEAN/CASTIEL. OMFG CANNOT CONTAIN GLEE.

LOL ARE FANS TAKING IT TOO SERIOUSLY? I HAVEN'T REALLY READ ANY REACTIONS YET.

It's definitely Misha's eyes that killed me the most, here Dean is practically begging him to fall, and instead of scoffing at the thought he's honestly and genuinely tormented. Nnnngh, seriously, I loved both of their scenes to fucking death, but especially this one which I've now watched at LEAST thirty times lololcrazy.

YES. DIED FROM GLEE TOO. Gah, I can't even tell you how honestly fucking TERRIFIED I was that Dean would actually leave like that and we'd have this fucking hiatus thinking their gorgeous bond from On the Head of a Pin was all sundered, I. god, that sinking feeling was terrible. *clings* But it's alright, I'M SO HAPPY IT'S ALRIGHT! \O/\O/ And yes, Cas totally needs Dean just as much as Dean needs Cas! ♥

HEEEEEEE. SMIRKY!CAS MADE ME SQUEAL SO FUCKING HARD. HE'S BECOMING SO COY AND THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX!

Guh, don't even get me started on Misha's hands, I could gaze at them and talk about them for HOURS. HOLDING THAT BOOK. Hahahaha his hand was MASSIVE on that book, and yet he turns pages so elegantly. *_*

I WANT THERE TO BE FIC OF CASTIEL DESPAIRING AT LUKE, LOLOL. AND BOOKS, TOO, YES. BOOKS. AND PIANOS, BECAUSE THOSE HANDS WERE MADE FOR THAT.

YESSSSSSSSSSSS LOLOL I FUCKING DIED WHEN I SAW HER AND I JUST KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO BE CRAZY AND SHE WAS AHAHAHAHHA SHE DID THE FANGIRL PART PERFECTLY. !!! (I WANT JAMIE BAMBER TO APPEAR, EVEN THOUGH HE'S IN THE UK NOW..)

I FUCKING LOVE THAT CASTIEL SOMEHOW MANAGED TO BE CRACKY WITHOUT EVEN CRACKING A SMILE, LOLMISHA. ILUSM. FJSKDLAJFSL;DF ♥!

[ex-roiko.livejournal.com]

i must confess, i always read your and strangeandcharm's ep. reviews before watching the actual episode ('cause i don't mind spoilers and my internet connection sucks and it takes forever to dl anything), so my reaction to those reviews are a kind of a measure of the awesomeness of the episode. they're almost always hilarious, though, but this? man, i SO can't wait for the dl to finish. i mean, i have this stupidly-happy-smile on my face, and i'm going to have 6 hours of classes now, and i'm sure i won't be able to hear anything there, and ljlfjjvfdkh PLEASE CASTIEL MAKE THIS EPISODE DOWNLOAD FASTER OH PLEASE!!!

khm... sorry for this, i'm just too excited :

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hahha actually I have a feeling you might get to watch the ep before strangeandcharm does.. she's got a whole day of work to get through before she can watch the ep at night, her time.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU TO WATCH IT, THOUGH! If I could, I would totally wipe my memory and watch it for the first time all over again.. nngh. So, ENJOY IT!! :D :D :D

[breakinporcelan.livejournal.com]

I AGREE WITH THIS ENTIRE POST. YES. ALL OF IT. WORD.

I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING MORE COHERENT RIGHT NOW, BESIDES "I LOVE THIS SHOW!" AND "MISHAAAAAAAA"!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I AGREE WITH YOUR "I LOVE THIS SHOW!" AND "MISHAAAAAAAAA"! SO FUCKING MUCH! \O/\O/\O/ OMFG.

[hufflepuffia.livejournal.com]

BALTAR'S CULT GIRL OF COURSE! i was like "I KNOW HER"

thank you. now i can probably sleep. hahaha.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

LOL I LOVE HOW FUCKING GOOD SHE IS AT PLAYING THE CRAZY CULT/FAN GIRL HAHAHHAAAAAA, OMG SO AWESOME. I squealed so hard when she came on screen. :))

[spacemonkey-699.livejournal.com]

I gotta add, Castiel's line about Luke had me ROLLING. I mean, sure it was a joke (or not...) about LUKE, but what the hell else is an angel gonna joke about. The size of their wings compared to their junk? Lucifer's momma is so fat? That ones a given...

Cas is evolving into a funny angel. Soon he's gonna be cracking them left right and centre, all with a straight face. I bet since Uriel died, he's decided that he has to fill the void.

And damnit, I want that missing scene of Cas telling Dean about Alastair's death. That shit would have been epic. I wonder how many times Cas has stopped by that we dont know about? hmmmmmmmmmm....

[tracy.livejournal.com]

HAHAHHA SERIOUSLY. It reminds me of fic where Castiel doesn't know what to talk/joke to Dean about so he just starts rambling about all these ancient biblical figures and Dean is all lost and omgwtf and they're just so fucking adorable together. ♥ But LOL AT SIZE OF WINGS COMPARED TO JUNK AND LUCIFER'S MOMMA IS SO FAT. LOLOL LUCIFER'S MOMMA, but they all share the same momma!

Heeeee, I do hope Castiel starts filling that void, yes, Misha DID say at the con that he'd want Castiel to do humor more. The straight face was funny at first, but now it's just.. fucking endearing, too.

DELETED/EXTENDED SCENE ON DVD, Y/Y? God I hope so.

[littlestclouds.livejournal.com]

Man, I really loved Misha in this episode, and I wish there had been more of him. The expressions on his face when he gives Dean that loophole were awesome. I might have done some flailing.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I just hope there are extended or deleted scenes of him telling Dean about Alastair and Sam! Ahhh, my god, I did SO MUCH FLAILING. SO MUCH. SO UNDIGNIFIED AND I DON'T EVEN CARE.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

YEAH, I JUST FIND IT SORT OF IMPOSSIBLE TO EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR CASTIEL AND DEAN WITHOUT PROVIDING THE VISUALS? I MEAN, I CAN HARP ON AND ON ABOUT THEM FOREVER, BUT YOU REALLY HAVE TO SEE THEM TO SEE IT.

ILU2, BB! AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT YOU DO WITH THESE SCENES FOR THE DESTIEL SHOW, HAHAHAOMGGGG WILL BE SO EPIC. ALL THAT HURT AND THEN ALL THAT MAKING THINGS RIGHT IN THE END -- GOD, IT'S SERIOUSLY ABOUT TIME DEAN AND CASTIEL MADE UP, PLEASE?

LOL AND YOU COULD TOTALLY DO SOMETHING EPIC WITH THE FANBOY!CAS SCENE TOO, ALL ENGROSSED IN THE DEAN!PORN... XDDDD

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 SO MUCH!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

You said it, OF COURSE I DON'T! :D :D :D

[tracy.livejournal.com]

It took me about two seconds to place her and then I SQUEALED, lolol, and I just knew she was going to be a crazy fangirl, and I WAS RIGHT, ahhhahahha omg so much love for that girl.

Seriously, and I thought RDM was good about interacting with fans.. But Kripke, man, Kripke really takes the fucking cake on this.

[wicked-g.livejournal.com]

OMG. YOU. YOU! HAHAHAHAA!!!

I kinda loved this episode. Like, A LOT. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN, AND THEN DRAMATIC, AND PROPHET CHUCK LOLOLOLOL!!!

You're right, this was PURE CRACK, and I gotta say, I LOVE ME SOME CRACKTASTICNESS!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

LOLOLL I DON'T KNOW ABOUT MYSELF EITHER, SOMETIMES. :D

I AM THE PROPHET CHUCK! FKLSDJFLKSDJF OMFG I LOVE THAT MAN, I LOVE THIS ENTIRE FUCKING EPISODE. ESPECIALLY CASTIEL. I just want him to always do crack with a straight face, please fjdlsfjskld omgMisha. ♥

[haces222.livejournal.com]

Damn! I want to see this episode

[emptyheaven.livejournal.com]

Want me to send linkie babe?

[ralucam.livejournal.com]

Wow, I love your reviews. Castiel was absolutely fabulous. If I didn't love him already I would have after this.

Was the name of the diner Kripke's Hollow?

[tracy.livejournal.com]

*g* Thank you! And yay, IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY THAT YOU LOVE CASTIEL! <3

OMG HADN'T EVEN NOTICED KRIPKE'S HOLLOW DINER UNTIL YOU MENTIONED. But I just went back and looked, and lololll omg you are right. LAUGHING AT KRIPKE FOREVER.

[vichan.livejournal.com]

Baltar's cult girl (I haven't gotten that far yet in BSG) was also in Supernatural before - she played Karen Giles in 'Usual Suspects.'

*goes to read the rest of the review*


YES YES YES. YOU WERE HAVING THE SAME REACTIONS THAT I WAS WHEN DEAN WAS SAYING 'SCREW YOU.' MY HEART WAS BREAKING INTO A THOUSAND TINY LITTLE PIECES AND I KEPT SQUIRMING AND SAYING 'NO, PLEASE, NO.' BUT THEN CASTIEL GOT ALL CLEVER AND HE THIS ALMOST-HALF-SMILE ON HIS FACE WHEN DEAN STARTS GETTING WHAT HE'S SAYING AND HE KEEPS LOOKING UP AT THE SKY LIKE HE'S WATCHING OUT FOR SOMEBODY WATCHING WHAT HE'S DOING.

ALSO: I AM THE PROPHET CHUCK!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

...Didn't she die or something? I can't remember very well.

GAH, CASTIEL LOOKED POSITIVELY GIDDY ABOUT HIS CLEVER IDEA! LIKE HE WAS THISCLOSE TO BREAKING OUT IN BLINDING GLEE, AND OH GOD MY HEART WAS SO HAPPY. But I have a feeling at some point there won't be a convenient loophole, he won't be able to have it both ways, and then... Omg, Cas, but I'm getting ahead of myself, so.

I AM THE PROPHET CHUCK! FJKLDSA;FJDSJ LOL PLEASE LET HIM COME BACK FOR MORE EPISODES. !!

[qwertypoiuq.livejournal.com]

YEEEEESSSSS, SO MUCH YESSSSSS. THIIIIIS. I just keep rewatching the Cas scenes over and over again and I knew that ONLY YOU would UNDERSTAND THE UTTER JOY OF THIS EP, OMG. THEY ARE SO. SO. SOOOO IN LOOOVE. That whole scene outside was the best thing I've ever seen, OMG CAAAAS.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I MIGHT ACTUALLY EVEN LOVE THAT SCENE OUTSIDE MORE THAN THE HOSPITAL SCENE! Oh man, I wish I could watch THIS EPISODE with all of you guys at a con, this is the most amazingly fanservicey episode in the WORLD, plus that Castiel scene that completely blindsided me both with its existence and with its SHEER UNCONTROLLABLE AWESOME. UTTER JOY, YES, THIS IS UTTER FUCKING JOY. !!!!!!!

[emptyheaven.livejournal.com]

*flails* ... *reads again*... *EPIC FLAIL*
How the hell did Misha keep a straight face??? ALSO THERE'S A VIDEO OF HIM TALKING ABOUT SLASH?!!?!? SHARE!! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I DON'T EVEN KNOW, BUT I KIND OF WANT HIM TO ALWAYS ALWAYS KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE WHILE CRACKING JOKES, LOL CAS, CAS!

It was in one of the videos from the con! God, I squeed my entire way through this vid and all the others, omgomgomgomg.

[sablier-bloque.livejournal.com]

Man, this was great. That scene just OOOOOZED UST. I'm in desperate need of some Dean/Cas now.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

YES. I love how they always always are just pulled toward each other, invading each other's personal space because they just can't help it. fjkds;fjs nnngh, I love this pairing so much.

[coffeejunkii.livejournal.com]

this was truly one of the most exciting hours of tv i've witnessed. i laughed so hard and then was on the edge of my seat half an hour later. so amazing.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Right up there with The Oath and Blood on the Scales, but with CRACK. The level of fanservice here never fails to astound me, and they wove it so seamlessly into the overarching plot, too! Omg.

[reveria.livejournal.com]

part I of my post, lol

WHOSE FANART IS THIS? COME ON, SERIOUSLY, IT HAS TO HAVE BEEN DRAWN BY A FAN.
rofl rofl rofl the Fabio cover cracked me the F up. First time I screamed/squealed/giggled on the bus to work. Very embarrassing indeed.

HEY. HEY. DID ANYONE NOTICE THAT MISHA'S NAME WAS ON THE SCREEN JUST AS DEAN WAS TALKING ABOUT HAVING SEX? DID YOU?
Bahahaha yes, and I was thinking of you!

ALTHOUGH FOR FANS THEY SURE DO COMPLAIN A LOT. fjdskla;fjldkfjs I FUCKING KNOW, RIGHT? oh my god Kripke Kripke Kripke he. I can't even. I officially love him more than Ronald Fucking Moore.
Bahaha that one made me snort SO loudly. “the demon storyline is trite and clichéd and overall craptastic.” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!! Kripke owns my fucking soul.

SAM!GIRLS AND DEAN!GIRLS AND SLASH FANS -- AS IF MISHA TALKING ABOUT SLASH AND USING ALL THE RIGHT TERMINOLOGY AT A PANEL WASN'T ENOUGH, I MEAN. FUCK. IN THE FUCKING EPISODE FJDSKLFJDSKLJ I CAN'T EVEN. SERIOUSLY, I SAW THIS AT MY FRIEND'S HOUSE AND NEEDLESS TO SAY, HE WAS HIGHLY ALARMED.
[…]
SAM SLASH DEAN. LOL JARED. LOLFJDSKLFJD TOGETHER. LIKE, TOGETHER TOGETHER? YEAH. THEY DO KNOW WE'RE BROTHERS, RIGHT? DOESN'T SEEM TO MATTER. OH, COME ON. THAT.. THAT'S JUST SICK. SLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL DYING FOREVER KRIPKE HAS SUCH A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH US FLDJSKLFJDS LOL. NO SHOW IN THE HISTORY OF TV SHOWS HAS EVER-- LOL LOL WHY, SUPERNATURAL, WHY ARE YOU MAKING YOURSELF MY FAVORITE SHOW EVER?
LMFAO rofl lol bahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa! Best moment in the episode (besides Cas!). OMG the look on Dean’s facesdkjfgwair3t378c8^A QARQ’ Rj3r5nfduAOFHR!”4””21112!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams with giggles*

THIS ENTIRE FUCKING SCENE WITH. LOL FJDKSLF JSLOLOLOL CANNOT TYPE BUT LOOK AT THEIR FACES LOL JENSEN LOL JENSEN LOL
OMG I know, right? I couldn’t stop laughing. By this time I was THIS close to bein ejected from the bus for unruly behavior.

IT'S AN HONOR TO MEET YOU, CHUCK. LOLOLOLCASTIEL YOU ARE SUCH A CUTE FANBOY. <3333333 I ADMIRE YOUR ATTENTION TO DETAIL WHEN WRITING ABOUT DEAN'S NUDITY WORK JFKDLSFJSA;LDKJFS PLEASE NEVER CHANGE. GOD HOW DID MISHA SAY THIS WITH A STRAIGHT FACE AND DEEP VOICE LOLOLLLFDFJKLDSOLMISHA. !!!
I WANNA SEE THIS ON THE GAG REEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rofl bahahaha “you should have seen Luke” LOL LOL LOL LOOOOOOL² at this point, someone on the bus asked if I could be quiet, please…

ANSWERING DEAN'S SRS BSNS QUESTIONS ALL DISTRACTEDLY BECAUSE STILL READING OH GOD HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE?
It’s Dean porn, sweetie. Very simple.

[reveria.livejournal.com]

and part II, lol

I AM NOT... KIDDING YOU. *ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOSES IT* THIS IS. MISHA. HOW? HOW? HOW THE FUCK DOES MISHA SAY THIS THE EXACT SAME WAY AS HE SAYS "YOU SHOULD SHOW ME... SOME RESPECT" JFKDLJFKSDL "I AM NOT... KIDDING YOU" FJKLDSAFJDSKFJFSJDKLDJ I CAN'T BREATHE OH MY GOD SAVE ME. CASTIEL.
*screams* *laughs* *dies* *screams* *laughs* *dies* *screams* *laughs* *dies* *screams* *laughs* *dies* and so on and so forth. As I did on the bus. I then got off and sat at some random bus stop so I could watch in relative peace. The two people there thought I was nuts and stood a few feet away…

Sam and Dean.. I like how they got about half of it out, at least. Dean finally saying out loud that he thinks Sam is going to go dark, and oh god, the blood drinking was so close, just there, but. And Dean said "we" in reference to himself and Castiel like it's the most natural thing in the world! But this scene. This scene more than anything shows us just how completely and hopelessly Dean is wrapped around Sam's pinky, thisexpression shows us that, and I sort of really shattered, how can this episode of such amazing crack break me so hard at the same time? LOOK AT DEAN'S FACE.
OMG I know. Soooo heartbreaking, right? If Sam knew how fucking much he’s hurting his brother with the psychic demon blood drinking bullshit, he’d put a bullet in his own dumb head right this second. And I don’t hate Sam, he just………. Ugh. “It frustrates me when he does such reckless things” LOL LOL LOL

OH MY GOD. FIC. FIC FIC FIC THIS IS STRAIGHT FROM FIC. DEAN PRAYS (TO CASTIEL, I'LL BET YOU ANYTHING HE WAS THINKING OF CASTIEL RATHER THAN GOD, SINCE DEAN WOULD TOTALLY GO FOR WHAT HE HAS SEEN AND KNOWS, AND THE WAY HE SAID IT -- TOTALLY THE WAY HE TALKS TO CAS) AND CASTIEL ANSWERS HIS PRAYER. HE STARTS TALKING EVEN BEFORE THE RUSTLE OF FEATHERS HAS SETTLED. I CAN'T EVEN. FJKLDSFJKL MY SHIP, MY SHIP, MY SHIP, MY SHIP! I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUD AT THIS, YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW, MY FRIEND ACTUALLY ASKED ME IF I WAS OKAY. THIS IS EVERYTHING. CASTIEL IS ALWAYS LISTENING, IS ONLY EVER A PRAYER AWAY! IT'S MOTHERFUCKING CANON, YOU GUYS, FUCK ME. CASTIEL. ALWAYS LISTENING. ALWAYS THERE. ALWAYS. CAS!!
Lmfao *hugs you and hands you a tranquilizer*

God, you guys, please just understand how much I love Castiel, because I can't even express it anymore.
*sings* you say it best when you say nothing at all*

But really, can you blame an angel for letting his heart break for this? Because Dean's right, he's never asked for a damn thing before. But now I'm asking. I need your help. Please. When does Dean EVER ask anyone for help? When does he EVER say please? I was so sure he'd be all macho and pretend the hospital scene never happened, but this is. He's openly begging, if that's not a sign of how much he needs and trusts Castiel then I don't even fucking know what he could possibly do. Dean really thinks Castiel is his angel, you guys, and he'sright.
That scene made me cry. SO MUCH. Ugh. Still at a public bus stop, btw, and 10 minutes late for work. But omg. That was Dean’s rock bottom and high point at the same time. So fucking heartbreaking. I just wanted to jump in and hug them both.

Screw you. If I thought Castiel looked like he might cry before, that was NOTHING compared to this. He thinks he's lost Dean. He's shattered, and barely keeping it together, and NOT keeping it together.
*bawls*

INNOCENT!CAS IS INNOCENT! OMG ILUSM CAS. HAI FATHER, SEE THESE SCHMOOPY INNOCENT EYES? I'M SO SCHMOOPILY INNOCENT. But really, he's started looking for loopholes, oh Cas, the descent into falling starts with a slippery slope...[…]
Heeeeee. Smug and smirky and coy and YOU LOVE ME AGAIN, DON'T YOU, DEAN?
Bahahahahahahahah OMG LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL CAS YOU HEAVENLY LITTLE REBEL!!!!! *screams and squeals and gets out the fanfares* favourite moment in the entire series, srsly. OMFG. I keep giggling over the Misha in Cas and that LOOK on his face. OMFG LOL.

And what? What? WHAT??? Hiatus??? UNTIL WHEN? OMFG I’M gonna fucking DIE

[suki37.livejournal.com]

Hi! I am actually new to the fandom (well I have been watching SPN for two years now but only really got into the show and Dean/Castiel in particularly right after 4.16 ^-^) Anyway, I accidently stumbled onto your LJ the week one 4.16 aired and just loved reading your response. It made me catch other elements of the D/C ship that I missed when I watched the show. So I was pretty anxious to see if you had posted anything since the episode aired last night. Whew you really did not disappoint though, haha your post has made me love the show even more.

I really did enjoy the two D/C scenes from last night. The first one was for comic relief obviously but OMG LOL it was sooooooooo good; nice to see some character development for Cas (he's starting to develop a sense of humor oh so slightly!) Your mention of Cas being a fan (of Dean's nudity lol) caused me to think, was Dean ever naked in the episode Scarecrow (which is the book Cas picked up to read in the scene)? Haha just working on a theory...

But OMG that second scene with Dean actually PLEADING Cas for help and the angel first thinking he wasn't able to give it to his human and how much that hurt him, knowing that he was failing his angel...just ARGH! And when Dean said somewhere along the lines of "and when you need help don't come knocking on my door" and the look of utter devastation Cas gave him, I was immediatly thinking that this was not at all about Cas losing his human ally in the battle for humanity. It wasn't about the heaven side losing their puppet soldier, no I think Cas took what Dean said on a personal note, that if he did not help Dean when he needed the angel the most, see to it that he would lose the only friend he ever knew both on heaven and earth (cuz I never saw Cas' brothers as his friends, fellow soldiers of the Lord and comrades maybe, but never "friends"; just look at Uriel). And that really broke my heart, because it is obvious that Dean needs Castiel's help; it was so evident in his facial expressions, that he was desperate enough to ask, plead his angel for help, but I don't think Dean realizes just how much that is also true for Cas. Castiel NEEDS Dean just as much as the hunter does; not because his Father needs him, not because their side needed him to keep Sam away from the dark side, but somehow along the way Castiel has developed a side of him where he needs Dean; as a friend, as a confident, as someone who understands him, as someone who teaches him what being human is all about and maybe, just maybe, someone who will catch him when he falls?!? (Not that I wish for him to fall, just sighs, the romantic in me is taking over common sense lol).

Okay I rambled enough and maybe have scared you off but hehe nice meeting you. I will look forward to read about your response to the next episode (which hopefully will be chalk full of D/C moments!)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hello! Oh man, don't even worry about rambling too much or scaring me off -- I LOVE DEAN/CASTIEL (in case you couldn't tell, hahahaaaa), and talking about them is one of my favorite things to do, ever. XD And I'm so thrilled I could make you love them even more! SO thrilled, I love it when people love my ship. ♥

LOL, I don't think he was naked in Scarecrow, but damn, that would have been fucking epic. And Cas could have made a comment on it and everything, ahahahha, since as you say he's starting to develop a sense of humor. I do hope that he keeps that straight face even when he cracks jokes in the future, though, that's kind of half of what makes it funny, now. XD

Oh god, I can't stand seeing Castiel feel like he's failed his Dean.. the only reason I can watch that scene over and over so many times is that I know it all gets fixed in the end, in the best way possible. You're right, it's not just war strategy for Castiel anymore, he has a personal investment in Dean and this tentative bond he has with Dean. He did say "we've been friends for a long time" to Uriel, but you're right, angel friendships are just.. different. Even with Anna.. he would've killed her in H&H if Alastair hadn't shown up, and they've known each other for an eternity. I bet even now, Castiel wouldn't kill Dean even if ordered to. Just, gah, the way he LOOKS at him, he's never looked at anyone else like that before.

Dean needs Castiel's help; it was so evident in his facial expressions, that he was desperate enough to ask, plead his angel for help, but I don't think Dean realizes just how much that is also true for Cas.

Definitely. And maybe part of that is his own dirt poor opinion of himself, but when he finds out Castiel needs him as more than just a chess piece.. I mean, he's already started realizing that Castiel cares, but I cannot wait for him to realize the extent of it. I don't really want Castiel to fall either, I think he can love Dean without falling, but if he does, Dean will definitely be there to catch him. ♥

Nice meeting you too, and thank you for stopping by! :D I get the feeling Castiel won't be in the next episode, but in any case it doesn't air for another three weeks anyway. D: