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[tracy_loo_who]

Uhm. You guys. I met him.

His panel and everything aren't till tomorrow, but he just came strolling into the fucking bar tonight and I saw him and freaked the fuck out and called breakinporcelan and then, well, he went to sit with a couple of ladies who I thought were just fans, so I actually went and introduced myself to him and he gave me this "uhhh, hi.." sort of almost-confused look, kind of like the one he gave Sam when he stuck out his hand, but then he did shake mine. He shook my hand, you guys, and by the way his hands are so fucking soft. You wouldn't think so, from all the woodwork he does and kayaking and everything else, but he has the fucking softest hands ever and he shook mine. and he gave me the cutest smile and said "I'm Misha" and just. Oh my god, most adorable thing in the world, and I couldn't even fully appreciate it because I was shaking, literally, but I think I grinned and replied "yeah, I know who you are." And. And. Well, then I just sort of sat there with themadfish on the next couch over from his (hiding and not being able to look at him) because it turned out he did actually know those ladies, they write for Supernatural Magazine. So of course I felt like a total tool for intruding, and realized that was probably why he gave me such a confused look, but. oh god.

A few other fans met him after me, but I was the first. Which is sort of fitting, because he's also the first famous person I've ever met. Which explains the shaking, I'm still freaking out about it an hour later, jesus I am such an idiot. But I didn't actually do anything aside from introduce myself, so I hope that was alright and not a terrible thing?

Also, he left shortly after he ordered food, and then I sat in his spot, my butt in the place his butt was, and.

He's so normal. I feel a bit like a creep. Printed out the pink apron picture so I can get him to sign it tomorrow, but now.. I mean, he's just a normal guy. I don't want to freak him out. I'm so scared some batshit fan is going to ask him about Wincest (someone did ask Richard Speight, and it was fucking uncomfortable as fuck) and he's going to think we're all batshit and creepy. Will he be uncomfortable if I ask him to sign that picture? That's the last thing I want.

Oh, and I bought an enormous Jensen/Dean banner today at the auction. There's a Misha one I'm totally eyeing too, hopefully it'll go up at tomorrow's auction. It's enormous. Gorgeous. nnngh.

God, I must go back downstairs on the offchance that he shows up again, though I doubt it because apparently he only got an hour of sleep last night and is exhausted. Like any normal human being. Please let me not forget that. D:

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[ibroketuesday.livejournal.com]

AKJSSEGFHEJGFEHJFDSH

UM, THAT IS BASICALLY ALL MY MIND IS CAPABLE OF DOING RIGHT NOW.

THAT, AND THE OVERWHELMING JEALOUSY.

DASJKGDASJDSADSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

YOU STILL HAVE TO ASK HIM ABOUT THE PINK APRON PICTURE. I'M HOLDING YOU TO IT.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

My mind is not really capable of doing anything right now. Just. Numb and dumb and I'm still quietly freaking out. Which is sort of silly, right, because he's such a nice, normal guy, I can't get over that. None of them are really real to me, but Misha's so real. He just walked in by himself, and I think I forgot to breathe.

Nnnngh. Okay. Yes, I will still ask, because apparently I'm capable of talking to him after all (who knew?) but how to do that uncreepily?

[coffeejunkii.livejournal.com]

eeeeeep!!! you seem remarkably calm!! i bet it'll take a while for it to sink in that you met misha :D. also, congrats on working up the courage of going over there and introducing yourself. i think that's awesome.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I think I'm just calm because I'm still sort of in shock. I mean, I can't even get capslocky right now, which is. whoa.

God, I have no idea what actually possessed me to do that. None. I don't even think I really thought about it. It was just -- he was there and I couldn't have stayed away if my life depended on it. nnngh.

[arabella-hope.livejournal.com]

Lol. IN HIS BUTTPRINT (I'd totes do the same)

SO SO AWESOME. And yeah, normal, but SPECIAL :D

[tracy.livejournal.com]

YES. I HAVE MISHA!DNA ON MY JEANS, I BET.

All these episodes and screencaps and icons and fics and he's actually a guy that I met, a guy who just sits on couches in bars, that's so strange to me. But yes, you're right, normal but special. God, so special. I've never been more nervous about talking to someone in my life.

[vichan.livejournal.com]

MWAHAHAHA. YOU WERE THE FIRST OF HIS SOON-TO-BE UNDOUBTEDLY CRAZY CON EXPERIENCE.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

YES. THE FIRST. I wonder if he'll remember me tomorrow. Oh god, I wonder. God, I need to go back downstairs. Except now I'm scared. GOD, WHY AM I LIKE THIS?

But I really really really do hope it's not too crazy for him. He's so sweet.

[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

Jeez. I'd totally freak the fuck out, too. No wait, I'd drop dead AT THE FUCKING SPOT, no time for freak outs.

OMG JEALOUS OVER HERE.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

The SPN mag ladies we met actually said some girl actually passed out at a con once while meeting Jason Manns. Actually passed out. Good god I'm thankful I didn't. Though it really was one of the most surreal moments of my life. Jesus. I still can't believe it happened. I can't believe I touched him.

[spacemonkey-699.livejournal.com]

*flails around the room*

omgogmogmgomgogmgogmgomgogmggmg

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I can't even flail. I'm just sitting around being numb. oh god. And seeing all these icons is so weird. Like, I met that guy in your icon.

[kalikahuntress.livejournal.com]

EEE!!! I am so happy for you, and his hands. Nnnghh, the hands....

[tracy.livejournal.com]

His hands are amazing. I can't even believe I got to shake them. One of them. Whatever. The same hand that built his house and rowed his kayak and all of those things we read about him doing. So surreal.

[dangerous-47.livejournal.com]

DUDE.

WOW.

SHIT.

And haha he actually said I'm Misha? XD lol. That's seriously fucking cute. lmao. That's just... adorable, really. Oh my.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

YES. As if I might not know. As if we were equals or something. Oh god, he's so fucking adorable I might die. And his smile. I didn't manage to look for too long because I was nervous as fuck, but he did have a fucking adorable smile, even if it was a little awkward.

Icon is vaguely appropriate

[taurenova.livejournal.com]

You are fucking adorable. *hugs*

(When I met the Barrowman I was operating on one hour of sleep and was literally swaying on my feet. I think I remember telling him that. It was...weird. Conversely - when I met Derren Brown I could barely look at him. He was giving me this look and I couldn't figure out what it meant and then I realised that I'd given him my thing to sign but hadn't told him my name. I nearly facepalmed on the spot. My conclusion is this: meeting famous people is utterly terrifying in an awesome sort of way)

Re: Icon is vaguely appropriate

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hahahha @ icon. So true.

Oh my god, I didn't even make sure I didn't look terrible before I just walked up there, most awkward moment of my entire fucking life after I realized he knew those women. jesus. HE is the fucking adorable one. *cling* I couldn't really look at him either, not after I'd said hi. Yes, fucking and utterly terrifying.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

WHAT WOULDN'T I GIVE TO HAVE THAT MAN'S BABIES? But oh god that's creepy, isn't that? I'm pretty sure that's creepy. I don't want to be creepy, please please please. D:

lskdfjlskfdlsfdk I hope you get to meet him too, at some point. I hope you get to shake his hand. His hands are fucking amazing.

[charlie-d-blue.livejournal.com]

Misha! You lucky, brilliant thing, you! I think what you did was perfectly acceptable - from the sounds of it, it was just a sweet and simple introduction type thing.

I tell you, if the batshit fans break Misha, there will be some motherfucking hell to pay. ;)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I hope so, even though I was nervous as fuck, and I'm sure it was visible.

Jesus, if someone actually asks something really embarrassing, I think I'll be forced to apologize on their behalf. D:

[n-isfor-neville.livejournal.com]

I don't understand why any fan of any fandom would think it's okay to mention incest fanfic to an actor/writer/any person involved with making the show. It just doesn't make sense to me.

and don't worry... I say all kinds of stupid things when I meet "famous" people, lol.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

And this was after he repeatedly said he hadn't even watched any of the show except for the two episodes he was in. Good god, I just wanted to smack that bitch. If someone asks Misha I think I'll honestly have to apologize to him about it later.

At least I managed not to say anything stupid, thank god. >.>

[waxbean.livejournal.com]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

[tracy.livejournal.com]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!!!!

[goth-clark.livejournal.com]

You are so cute. I miss going to cons. *sigh*

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Aww, you should come to an SPN con someday!

[seussian.livejournal.com]

You share bootie-cooties w/ Misha now??

Can we rub butts later? Because I would throw myself on that grenade to share molecules with that soft-handed motherfucker. You see, I am a creepy fan, which is why I try not to meet famous people. I'm pretty sure I'd be totally lame, and I hate thinking I'd be like that, so I'm one with the avoidance. I did wait on Garth Brooks *name drops* twice in Oklahoma... that was cool. I'm not into country music though, so freakage was minimal.

*cough*

You're not a creepy psycho fan. You didn't sit in his seat while he was still in it, so you're well within legal limits. XD You lucky cow.

(I was serious about the butt thing, btw. Call me.)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Yes, yes I do! *smirk*

Come over here and I will totally rub butts with you, bb. Aww, I was totally lame too, obviously, but they wouldn't remember you anyway so no harm done!

Ahahahah oh god, what I wouldn't give to be able to sit in his lap. Or him in mine. Jesus.

[timbitsu.livejournal.com]

Your tale has made me all sorts of warm and fuzzy inside. But what I want to know is: How did his hair look??? And how tall is he (it's hard to tell from his scenes =/)? *is superficial*

Also, hopefully, no one will bring up RPS with him. D=

Seriously, Misha > term paper. =D

[tracy.livejournal.com]

To be honest I was freaking out too much to really look at his hair or how tall he is, but he didn't seem freakishly tall. Normal tall. Normal guy. Except, he's Misha. Oh god. I will take loads of pictures tomorrow, though, so you can see his hair for yourself!

I really really really hope no one says or asks him anything embarrassing, else I might really feel the need to apologize on behalf of fandom or something stupid like that. D:

Misha >>>> term paper!

[sheron]

lol, good luck with that! just act normal :)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I want to so badly, but HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? It's Misha. sldkfjslakfdjsl

[nomorefrostbite.livejournal.com]

Dude, he's like a totally normal human being, WHICH IS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT HIM YES/YES.

Which is sort of fitting, because he's also the first famous person I've ever met.
Awwwww!!! I thought you went to conventions! Clearly I just have no idea what i'm talking about. I've been going to Cons since I was 14, and I grew up on the Isle of Man which is a MASSIVE filming location, and now live in London...so when I see Misha later this year he'll be about the #59304523th famous person i've met, but I just don't get impressed by fame or celebrity whatsoever, which is probably the ONLY reason my Film Industry friends hang with me, since I just don't make a big deal or even care about you hanging with Joan Rivers and being next door neighbours with A-List actors, and I DEFINITELY don't care about you chatting with Emma Watson at the bar of some fancy hotel. God, I can't believe I know such people.

But I love SO MUCH that you just totally bit the bullet and went up there and were all "OH HAI THERE"... because its epic. I'm the most blasse person, like "oh look, there's misha collins, his dick is huge, but I MUST NOT BOTHER HIM" despite the fact that he's being paid to be there. I'm the Queen of wasted famous person opportunities, it has to be said. I wish I just had your gusto. I could NEVER have your gusto.

That being said, the only famous person i've ever froze up due to was when I met Tory politician William Hague one time at a Conference. I turned around and he was just standing there right behind me and I stared at him like a fish for about a minute... and he just stared right back, but more in confusion and possible shock, before walking around me and carrying on his life. I've never gotten over it. His cranium is so SHINY. Turtlewax Shiny.

This is an overwhelmingly long and pointless comment. Its 5am, goddamnit.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

IT'S SO WEIRD TO SEE ALL THE ICONS NOW. LIKE, I MET THAT GUY TODAY AND SHOOK HIS HAND.

I've only been to HP conventions, which actors don't actually go to, it's just us fans. So I've never met ANYone famous before, and oh god I am so jealous that you have. I can't believe you know people like that either! sldjfskldfklsdk nnngh. It's funny, though, usually I DON'T have that much gusto, I just kind of. Didn't even think about it, I was freaking out so much. And it's sort of different, I guess, with someone famous, because you sort of expect them to be used to fans randomly introducing themselves... except maybe not, with Misha, considering how surprised and confused he looked. Oh god, I feel like such a moron, really. I WISH WE COULD MEET HIM TOGETHER.

Ahahahha I stared for the longest time until after I'd introduced myself, and then I couldn't even look at him anymore. I just sat there, five feet away from him, facing the other way. God, WHAT A TOOL.

nnnngh.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

Hahahha I am pretty shocked at myself for doing that, actually, and then I felt bad because it seemed like he left early to avoid being bombarded. :(

\o/\o/ I WILL! :D

[vyrantium.livejournal.com]

Holy shit! :O I'm so freaking jealous of you right now!! I was already jealous enough that you're getting to go to the con, but THIS?? DAMN GIRL! Give me some of YOUR luck! LOL

[tracy.livejournal.com]

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS COME TO NJ AND HANG OUT AT THE BAR HERE. !!

[tracy.livejournal.com]

LOL. I'd ordered food, actually, but I didn't dare eat it till long after he and Richard Speight were gone, for precisely that reason. Too afraid of embarrassing myself somehow, it's so easy to do with food around.

Luckily my voice is really really quiet, so I don't think I could yell loud enough for everyone to hear me anyway. In fact I'm so quiet I think Misha sort of had to lean in to hear me, hahahha. :">

Dude, I have NO IDEA what possessed me to go up and actually say hi to him, just thinking about doing it freaks me out now, but it was so. I mean, I was so shocked when he just up and walked in that I didn't even really think about it. Just sort of -- oh god it's Misha must be closer it's Misha.

Awwwwww, why-do-you-want-to-shake-my-hand!Misha. Oh my god, that's the cutest thing ever. But actually I think it was just because -- well, what else can you say in a situation like that and still be polite? He said "I'm Misha" to another girl who introduced herself, too. And then he left shortly afterward to eat in peace, makes me feel bad for bombarding him.. :(

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

OMG BB. JUST, OMG!!

I AM LIKE WAY SO FRAKKING JEALOUS OF YOU RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE NO IDEA. WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF THAT HAPPENING?! SRSLY! DUDE I JUST WISH I COULD'VE LIKE GONE WITH YOU OR SOMETHING BECAUSE THAT? IS NOT SOMETHING YOU ENCOUNTER EVERYDAY.

JUST....OMG YOU MET MISHAAAAA!!!! MISHA FUCKING COLLINS. SHOOK HANDS WITH HIM. SAT IN HIS SEAT. JUST. ;ASJD;FLKAJS;LDKFJ;ALSKDJFL;KSD

[tracy.livejournal.com]

FKD;SLAKFSLKFKLSJ OH BB. I ALSO WISH YOU WERE HERE, LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA. SO MUCH. THIS IS TOTALLY NOT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS EVERY DAY, ESPECIALLY BEING THE FIRST ONE TO GO UP TO HIM AT THE CON, though I guess it's possible people saw him and talked to him before he arrived at the bar. Still, whatever, I like to think I was the first. XD

GOD IKR? SO FRAKKING SURREAL. ALL THE MORE SO BECAUSE HE'S SO NORMAL. I MEAN, OF COURSE I DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO ACTUALLY BE GODLIKE OR ANYTHING, BUT SEEING HIM JUST.. MAKES HIM REAL, I GUESS. MAKES HIM MORE THAN JUST THAT ACTOR WHO I SEE IN ICONS ALL THE TIME.

[olympia-m.livejournal.com]

awww *pets*

I'm certain that you probably made him feel a little reassured about SPN fans - if half the things about the rabid fangirls are true - and showed him that they are normal people, just a bit overwhelmed *G*

(and you know? I totally admire you? I go completely tongue-tied when I meet people I admire and it's all pretty .... sad *G* You rock!!!)

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I hope so, though really, how lame is it that I introduced myself and then just sat there not even looking at him for several long, awkward minutes? Good god, LAME. But at least that's better than creepy, I'm so so so scared people are going to ask him awful questions tomorrow. D:

Hahaha honestly, I am normally so NOT as gutsy as this, but I sort of figured since he was a celeb and all he'd be used to it...? I dunno, actually just thinking about it freaks ME out right now, I have no idea how it happened. Didn't even think at all, really, I just had to. :">

[peperima.livejournal.com]

d'aww that sounds adorable. a;sk;kds

[tracy.livejournal.com]

HE IS THE CUTEST MAN IN THE WORLD.

[tracy.livejournal.com]

I WILL POST PICTURES OF EVERYTHING. I EVEN BOUGHT A BRAND SPANKING NEW CAMERA JUST FOR THIS OCCASION.

AND YES, DETAILS OF EVERYTHING. NNNNGH.

THANK YOU, BB. I AM SO GIDDY TOO!