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Jan. 26th, 2009 10:43 pmSo today I... signed up for ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spn_j2_bigbang. >.<
Yes, I realize this is near the top of the list of Most Asinine Things Tracy Has Ever Done, right up there with neglecting to close the window blinds after a shower that one highly embarrassing night many years back until the neighbors -- I digress. This isn't even something I'd considered a week ago, but everyone and their cat was posting about it so I looked and realized it was 20,000 words rather than 50,000, which is the number that's been stuck in my head since the originalbig_bang_hd in '05. It's still about four times longer than anything I've ever written on my own, but the deadline is far enough away that a false sense of security has settled over me. And I just (finally) read ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
strangeandcharm's epic, bunk-friendly Melting 'verse and am feeling inspired.
Plus there was that discussion over atspn_castiel last week, where the poster said he/she just couldn't see Dean/Castiel. couldn't see how it could happen, for Dean especially. Obviously I see it, but it's a valid point -- so far all the fics I've read/written gloss over a lot of the necessary steps between "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition" and "oh god fuck me", or else use some cleverly convenient plot device. So, in the spirit of big_bang_hd, I'm going to try to write that definitive Dean/Castiel story, try to show how it could happen in canon. Try being the key word here. Someone tell me what happens if I fail or don't finish in time?
Now for that memen_isfor_neville tagged me for, in which I choose 16 celebrities I would do in a heartbeat and show you how gorgeous they are: ( Eye candy picspam! )
ETA: OLD PICTURE, BUT WHATEVER. DEAN, SMIRKING UP AT THE CLOUDS WITH THAT FUCKING HARD-ON, TAUNTING A CERTAIN ANGEL CHILLING UP THERE. FDS;JALFKS;JDLKF! Thanks tokatrinaswift for allowing me to rediscover it. XD
ETA2: I just -- oh my god, Kim Manners. this is. no. I typed a ":(" after that out of habit, but how fucking pathetic emoticons are when things matter.
spn_j2_bigbang. >.<Yes, I realize this is near the top of the list of Most Asinine Things Tracy Has Ever Done, right up there with neglecting to close the window blinds after a shower that one highly embarrassing night many years back until the neighbors -- I digress. This isn't even something I'd considered a week ago, but everyone and their cat was posting about it so I looked and realized it was 20,000 words rather than 50,000, which is the number that's been stuck in my head since the original
big_bang_hd in '05. It's still about four times longer than anything I've ever written on my own, but the deadline is far enough away that a false sense of security has settled over me. And I just (finally) read strangeandcharm's epic, bunk-friendly Melting 'verse and am feeling inspired. Plus there was that discussion over at
spn_castiel last week, where the poster said he/she just couldn't see Dean/Castiel. couldn't see how it could happen, for Dean especially. Obviously I see it, but it's a valid point -- so far all the fics I've read/written gloss over a lot of the necessary steps between "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition" and "oh god fuck me", or else use some cleverly convenient plot device. So, in the spirit of big_bang_hd, I'm going to try to write that definitive Dean/Castiel story, try to show how it could happen in canon. Try being the key word here. Someone tell me what happens if I fail or don't finish in time?Now for that meme
n_isfor_neville tagged me for, in which I choose 16 celebrities I would do in a heartbeat and show you how gorgeous they are: ( Eye candy picspam! )ETA: OLD PICTURE, BUT WHATEVER. DEAN, SMIRKING UP AT THE CLOUDS WITH THAT FUCKING HARD-ON, TAUNTING A CERTAIN ANGEL CHILLING UP THERE. FDS;JALFKS;JDLKF! Thanks to
katrinaswift for allowing me to rediscover it. XDETA2: I just -- oh my god, Kim Manners. this is. no. I typed a ":(" after that out of habit, but how fucking pathetic emoticons are when things matter.
