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First of all, thank you so much to everyone who gave me snowflakes earlier in the week! That is a shit ton of snowflakes, holy crap. I feel very loved. ♥ Meant to make a thank-you post earlier, but I was like, boycotting LJ in protest of the lack of comment notifications or something. (It was not a very successful effort since I kept checking my flist.)

Anyway, in lieu of commenting much, I ended up redoing my layout for the first time in about five years, look: [livejournal.com profile] tracy_loo_who :D The header and background are from a couple of layouts [livejournal.com profile] amechiro made for a fic of mine, which I am all *_* over because it's common for folks to get fanart and fanmixes for their fic, right, but LAYOUTS? Omg.

In RL news, I am moving back to my parents' place this weekend. Hopefully I'll land some sort of internship and be heading over to Europe in the next couple of months, but for now, moving back in with my parents makes me feel slightly useless. Jim Beaver made me feel better about this via a quote in Life's That Way, which I have been slowly making my way through for the past few days: No one is completely useless. You can always serve as a bad example. This is probably going to be my new life motto until I stumble across a better one and/or become less useless. \o/

I've also gotten a chance to put a dent in my massive to-read list of fic that's been growing steadily for months. Mostly AUs, because for some reason, after six years of not caring for them at all (they're just OCs with familiar names, blah blah excuse blah), I suddenly cannot get enough of them. So have some recs from the AU/Fusion challenge [livejournal.com profile] deancastiel ran a while back:


Peanut Butter-Pumpkin Wedding Cake by [livejournal.com profile] sparseparsley: Dean would probably call this a chick flick (chick fic?) and disapprove, but I love it to death precisely because it does read just like a romantic comedy flick, and it even takes up about the same amount of time. IT IS NOT CASTIEL/ANNA, I PROMISE. Dean only thinks it is, but he falls for Cas anyway in the weeks leading up to the wedding and there is so much UST and misunderstanding angst and then when they figure their shit out in the end it's just -- god, my heart wants to burst just thinking about it. ♥♥♥ Plus, hottest sex scene I've read in months, hands down. If you read one fic from the whole challenge, READ THIS ONE.

In Real Life by [livejournal.com profile] jenniferlupin: Dean writes novels and Castiel is his online beta. They are in love. Sam figures it out and sneakily sets them up. Seriously, this fic is so much fun I almost can't stand it, fjkdslfjlsd PLEASE READ THIS ONE AS WELL.

Aurora by [livejournal.com profile] bauble: The Snow Queen fairy tale! Omg I love fairy tales so hard, and this one is enchanting. It feels every bit like a fairy tale should feel, and it's Dean and Castiel's love story, come on. Castiel's devotion is endlessly and heartbreakingly sweet, just like it is in canon, oh look, what a coincidence.

Beauty and the Beast by [livejournal.com profile] misslucyjane: Disney classics are right up there with fairy tales, in my book. Castiel is the Beast, and I just cannot help but ache for him and love him SO SO SO HARD. I have to like, go hug a pillow every time I so much as think about this fic.

Cindermouse by [livejournal.com profile] olympia_m: Castiel as Cinderella. I did mention I had a thing for fairy tales, right? XD And this is from the author who started my epic AU obsession in the first place.

Boys Helping Boys by [livejournal.com profile] here4castiel: I feel like I gotta include a disclaimer here; this fic has way more grammar issues than I generally tolerate, but consider it a testament to how hard the story rocks that I not only didn't quit reading at any point, but actually ended up loving it. Castiel, host of a male makeover show, shows up in Kansas to give Dean a makeover for Sam's wedding. Dean was previously straight. XD I love how even though they get together in the space of about two days, the issue of them not really knowing each other at all isn't just glossed over in the whirlwind. It's every bit as awkward and confusing as it should be, but it's also incredibly compelling.

We Became Fans of Collisions by [livejournal.com profile] wandersfound: Castiel is a teacher, Dean is the owner of a bookstore, and neither of them have much dating experience. This one also tickles my fancy for that awkward, beginning-of-the-relationship feel, but it's very sweet, too.

Playing for Keeps Till the End of Time by [livejournal.com profile] laceymcbain: This is a Highlander fusion, and I knew exactly nothing about Highlander before I read this, but it's a fascinating story and I just want to draw hearts around Dean and Castiel.

There Will Come Soft Rains by [livejournal.com profile] janie_tangerine: A WWIII AU in which Dean and Castiel find each other in the midst of an apocalyptic world that feels a lot like The End. The bond they develop in this fic is incredible and feels so real in a way that's often difficult to capture and show, which is what I love most about it.

Date: 2009-12-11 12:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlgeek.livejournal.com
Layout looks good :)

As someone who has moved back in with their parents I offer this advice: It's going to suck for awhile, but it gets better. Sort of. Damn that was shitty advice. Sorry :(

Lmao, apparently the snowflakes were what broke the notifications.

Date: 2009-12-11 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thanks! :D

Hahha I'm prepared for it to suck, sort of, but at least I have a snowboarding trip to Colorado to look forward to later this month. Really, I'm hoping I won't be at home for more than a month or two. And I am more than ready to start getting free, home-cooked meals every day, omg. *_*

Were they? lol I heard the free snowflakes thing was a fluke, but I didn't know they were the source of the problem. Oh, LJ.

Date: 2009-12-11 01:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vichan.livejournal.com
No one is completely useless. You can always serve as a bad example.

Mmmmyeah. I think I need to look into getting that book, because that quote right there seriously cheered me up after a couple of really rocky days.

Date: 2009-12-11 01:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
RIGHT? NGL, it's an emotionally draining book to read and I generally only manage two or three chapters per sitting, but sometimes a particular line will just make everything better.

Hope you start figuring things out soon. ♥
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Date: 2009-12-11 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
I'm glad you think it blows over too! Hahha I'm not sure I really feel useless, it's more like a vague notion that I probably should feel that way, logically, except I can't be bothered to care too much because life still rocks.

I have been thinking EUROPE EUROPE EUROPE, trust me. *_*

LOL, well, at least someone was getting notifications. :P
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Date: 2009-12-11 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] harper47.livejournal.com
I was exactly the same way. I didn't want AU and then suddenly I loved them.

Sometimes the sucky things that happen in life, or the seemingly sucky, end up opening doors to other things. Just keep telling yourself hey I had a milkshake with Misha which is way more than most people did.

Hee, j/k but no doubt things will perk up.

Thanks for the recs.

Date: 2009-12-11 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
I think there's something about reading Dean/Castiel AUs (the ones that aren't fairy tales or Disney classics, anyway) that just makes Castiel feel like he could be the guy next door, you know? Which gives me all sorts of warm fuzzy feelings.

*g* You may be joking, but seriously, every time I remind myself of this my life gets infinitely better. XD

Hope you enjoy!

Date: 2009-12-11 01:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ibroketuesday.livejournal.com
God, you're an adorable person. <33

Date: 2009-12-11 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
LOL, I'm glad you think so? ♥
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Date: 2009-12-11 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Hee, I'm glad you like it! And thank you for writing that fic. ♥

*g* I feel like that should be on one of despair.com's posters. Maybe it is, come to think of it.

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Date: 2009-12-11 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacefragments.livejournal.com
i lovelovelove the last one to bits. but i think i never commented! i'm a horrible person.

new layout is v v pretty and ahh god i've wated to change my own layout for a while (i've had it for about 2 years) but i think i'm... unnaturally attached to it. :[ i've spent so long tweaking it that throwing all that work away for a new one gives me a mild panic attack. :p

Date: 2009-12-11 02:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Not too late to do so now. ;)

Hee, thank you! Yeah, I was unnaturally attached to my old one as well and actually designed my new one to look like it as much as possible. All that's really different is the colors, the fact that I have a header, and the background. I incorporated almost all of my code from my old layout.

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Date: 2009-12-11 03:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] star-watcher81.livejournal.com
I was totally the same way about AUs, at least for Dean/Castiel, but now after that challenge I can't get enough of them! ESPECIALLY Peanut Butter Pumpkin Wedding Cake, that fic, just...guh. *loves* And now I wanna see Dean/Castiel AUs of every AU fic I've read for other pairings.

Heh, speaking as someone who moved back in after college, it's not that bad once you get used to it...and you get to save money from not paying rent and spend it on other things! So not too horrible.

Date: 2009-12-11 03:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
RIGHT? That fic instantly became one of my very favorites. ♥ I haven't read any AUs for other pairings, but I desperately want there to be more Dean/Castiel ones. How did this even happen.

If all goes well, I won't have enough time to get used to it. But it's comforting to think that if I will have enough time, it'll be fine. :)

Date: 2009-12-11 03:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyvoldything.livejournal.com
I feel the need to call out my endless love for Aurora. It was just- nngh- so beautiful. I'm not huge into AUs either, but (and this is addressed to the people at large) if you love language, you should read that fic.

Date: 2009-12-11 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Language and good storytelling, too!

Date: 2009-12-11 04:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thevinegarworks.livejournal.com
I think I have to just swallow my severe dislike of AUs and read some of these. My flist has been gaga over Peanut Butter Pumpkin Wedding Cake even since its initial posting date, and even though I have a deep and utter disdain for all things romantic comedy, I might just have to experiment. Because it does sound quite compelling.

Moving back in with the 'rents after being out on your own always sucks for a little while. But then you have to think - HEY, no rent, free meals... It's almost worth it. :D

By the way omg that layout is sexalicious.

Date: 2009-12-11 04:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Omg yes, please do give that one a try, at least! If I had to describe it in one word, it would just be FUN. Perfect way to spend a relaxing evening, really.

Exactly. I am especially looking forward to the food! I get too lazy to cook much when I live by myself.

Thanks bb, glad you like it! :D

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Date: 2009-12-11 06:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rogueslayer452.livejournal.com
LAYOUT LOOKS GORGEOUS BB! :D :D :D And that is like, so super awesome that it was made based on your fic, so cool.

Good luck with moving back in with your parents. I've never really lived elsewhere besides home, mainly since I'm living with my sister so I can never really escape family. ;) I hope nothing is too insane for you returning home. Also wishing you the best of luck in getting an internship, bb. Finding some sort of place of work is hard these days, isn't it?

Also, you are so not useless bb. *hugs* Things might seem like you're stuck but somehow, life always surprises you when you least expect it.

I'm not much of a AU fic person either, since it's never really appealed to me since I like reading things that are canon and IC rather than OOC and nothing in relation to the show. Some may be good, but I have to really really really suspend my canon fangirl brain to actually read them so, idk.

Date: 2009-12-11 07:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D :D

Yeah, the thing is I haven't lived at home in over five years now, so the transition back into it might be a little weird. Whatever, I'm excited about the food, lololol oh god I am so lame. But thanks for the good luck wishes! I think it wouldn't be so hard except I am determined to find something in Europe and half the places I apply to won't give me a working permit unless I'm currently enrolled in a university.

Heh, until I get unstuck, I'm actually quite enjoying life, so all is well.

It surprised me, actually, when I started reading AU fics recently, how IC the characters are. The situations are obviously different, but Dean and Castiel still have those personality quirks that are so Dean and Castiel, and sometimes that's all I need, I guess.

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Date: 2009-12-11 10:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] candygram-5000.livejournal.com
Beautiful new layout! I really hope you'll find something in Europe, towards where do you think you're going to gyrate? and God you're not useless! Duh...
I was like you, I didn't care about AU, and now I'm reading it. Which makes fandom exiting and interesting, because when your tastes change, you can stay in the same fandom and have a different look, a brand new look at it, and find something new along the way. And here you go again, same fandom, all new and shinning and exiting again!! I love when it happens. Your list rec is very interesting. I already read (and fall for) the first one, so I know now that I'm going to read everything you've reced. Oh boy... Something warm while here we are attacking the real freezing winter, just in time! Thanks for that bb!! I just need some hot cocoa, and my week will be a bliss...
*smooches*

Date: 2009-12-11 09:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thank you! Currently looking at a position in Denmark, but who knows if it'll pan out.

when your tastes change, you can stay in the same fandom and have a different look

I know what you mean! It's the same way for me, discovering that I love AUs was so delightfully exciting and fun. Glad you like the rec list, and hope you enjoy them! Hot cocoa sounds amazing right now, guh.

Date: 2009-12-11 01:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] riahpariah0725.livejournal.com
Y'know what's interesting? I know someone who's done layouts for their fics. But it's still a really cool idea and I like it :)

Thanks for the recs, I always love those.

Date: 2009-12-11 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
I'm just amazed someone would do that for my fic. *_*

Hope you enjoy!

Date: 2009-12-11 02:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] reveria.livejournal.com
LOVE the layout!!!

Date: 2009-12-11 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thanks! :D

Date: 2009-12-11 03:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] love-jackianto.livejournal.com
Thanks for the recs :D I love a good AU.

By the way I didn't send you a snowflake but because I like to be different, feel free to take my snowflake icon.

Date: 2009-12-11 09:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Hee, hope you enjoy them!

*g* Thanks, bb.

Date: 2009-12-12 05:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sparseparsley.livejournal.com
Thanks very much for the rec! And for the general AU love. I was leery of them at first too (way back when) but the whole idea does seem to drag a lot of people in eventually.

Date: 2009-12-15 06:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
You're welcome! I for one am very glad I got dragged in. :D

Date: 2009-12-14 12:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-taller-tale.livejournal.com
Thanks for the recs. Hang in there. It always seems like I'm moving back in with my parents too. (Looking for a job right now so I don't land there next March when I'm jobless again) Just keep motivated and keep applying for those internships. Good luck!

Date: 2009-12-15 07:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Thank you! Actually I am enjoying being at home so far, but then again, it's only been a day. Anyway, I hope your job search goes well too!

Date: 2009-12-14 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] commodoresexual.livejournal.com
... I want my laptop back so I can put together the rest of my goddamned AU and get on that list.

And THEN I want to start writing my next AU so I can BLOW YOUR MIND.

Sigh, my lifeissohard.

Date: 2009-12-15 07:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
I WISH THIS ALSO.

late to the party

Date: 2009-12-31 03:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vikki.livejournal.com
No one is completely useless. You can always serve as a bad example.

This is pretty much how I live. I can't believe all the things I've done wrong/poorly over the years, but as I have forgiven myself for my mistakes and fuckups, I have realized that my own story can make other people feel like less of a failure, or show people what not to do when I'm giving advice.

No matter what's going on in your personal life, you have clearly inspired and delighted many people across the world: just look at your f-list! XD;; Don't be down on yourself. :)

Re: late to the party

Date: 2010-01-01 04:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tracy.livejournal.com
Heh, the advice I'd give folks would probably be to not go to grad school, but I'm not sure that's good advice, necessarily. Oh well?

Anyway, despite not currently doing much with my real life work-wise, I am loving it. XD Thanks so much for the kind words and happy new year!

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