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Hey gang. In the face of all the paranoia going around, I just want to say that I love you guys, and what's more, I trust you guys. I don't think I'm being naive in that. So, no friends cut here. Of course I completely understand why a lot of you are doing it, but it seems you're all defriending people you've had little interaction with, and to be honest, I can't think that the anonymous fuckwit in question is someone who had little interaction with his/her victim. Little interaction doesn't breed petty bitterness like that. And that's.. all I'm going to say on that.

Now onto much happier things.

I adored tonight's episode despite the lack of Cas once again. (I'm coping with that, though, see? In fact I sort of can't stop coping, mmm... who wants to slide those down just a littttle bit more and lick that dip between his hipbone and his.. ohgod. Have I mentioned that I think sharp hipbones are really fucking hot? I think sharp hipbones are really fucking hot. as is Misha's belly and Misha's everything else...)

Uhm, episode review, right. Sam'n'Dean! God, yes, they're the reason I love this episode. They're what's been missing this whole season, that Sam'n'Dean-ness. It's not quite the same as it was before, but it was close enough to remind me of all the reasons I fell in love with this show about two brothers way back in season 1. Oh, boys. talking to each other and bantering and cracking jokes at Sammy's (he called him 'Sammy'!) expense and hunting together and being together. I mean, Sam kind of ruined that warm fuzzy feeling in the end, but his reasons make me ache enough that I can't help but love him even more. I hope the Sam!girls are happy with this ep.

I can't decide if I like the foreshadowy "Charlie was like my brother and now he's dead because I did the right thing" or think it's overdone, but. I'm so scared for Sam'n'Dean and Sam going down that path again because he wants to grow old with Dean and show his big brother that not all things end bloody or sad. and I'm even more scared for Dean and the choices he might have to make when Sammy and right are no longer synonymous. Please please please let Castiel make things better. :( I know over half the seals are broken and he must be busy fighting, but he's needed here just as badly if not more. by Dean's side. Especially since it looks like that tentative grip on Sammy that Dean has been trying so hard to get back is going to start slipping again, fast. D: Sam's not the only one who can make Dean believe that good things can happen!

And I hope they do happen. I mean, there's no way these boys are going to end up conventionally happy with wife and kids and puppies and shit, but I don't think ending the series with Sam'n'Dean alive and together in some capacity is impossible.. and maybe Dean can have his puppy, actually, in the form of an enormous little bro with floppy hair. Maybe if he wants two puppies he can have an angelic one, too, with big blue eyes. <3

Naturally I enjoyed the shit out of that scene from the promo even more in context, lol. Or maybe it wasn't the context so much as the higher quality visuals of Jensen's face in it, covering my computer screen. XD

Speaking of Jensen's face, this shot literally made my breath catch and I had to pause and rewatch for several minutes before I could even continue: